You've Always Been The One (iDubbbz X Reader)

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Ian
It had been about 7 weeks since you were in New York. You regretted leaving without saying goodbye to Max and Joji, but they had understood. Max was already back in Australia too. You hadn't spoken to (Y/N) since the day she broke your heart. You figured she was off being happy and in love with her fiancé. You weren't over her, you would probably never be over her. Everything was back to normal, you were uploading videos regularly and hanging out with Jordan more than usual. You envied him. He had a wife and daughter who loved him, and now you had no one. You so desperately just wanted to call her and hear her voice and see how she was doing, but you needed to move on. You tried asking Summer how she was, but it seemed as though they hadn't spoken in months. (Y/N) never was close with anyone but Summer, it seemed like she had no one now, except for her fiancé. You thought that she couldn't possibly be in love with him. Why would she sneak around with you and tell you that she loved you, if all along she loved another guy? It just made no sense.

You
You had no one. You had never felt so alone. You and Jason had never been farther apart. You thought that your talk would actually bring you two closer but after the Ian incident, you pushed everyone away. You wouldn't talk to Jason, you denied calls from Summer and even stopped responding to your mom's calls and texts. You just hadn't been feeling yourself lately. Something was definitely off. You realized that you were later than normal. Your period had always been a little off but this time it was really off. You had felt sick a couple weeks ago, but that was just nerves, right? You began to panic. You didn't want to be pregnant. You weren't ready. You were only 27, which is a good age, you thought. But being pregnant would seriously fuck everything up. If you were pregnant, the baby would have to be Ian's. 100% Ian. You hadn't slept with Jason in months and probably wouldn't any time soon. You didn't know what to do. Should you wait it out? Should you get a test? Should you just cry on the bathroom floor and pray that you're not pregnant? You ended up doing the latter for a good 20 minutes before going to get a pregnancy test. You had never had a scare like this before. You had never even been in the pregnancy test aisle before. Why were there so many tests. You bought a couple different ones, just to be sure. When you got home, you peed on all of them and waited. One of them was a digital one that had results in seconds. You were afraid to look. You looked down only to see the words "pregnant" appear on the little screen. It had to be a mistake. Surely you weren't pregnant. The other tests were done soon. They all had either a pink plus or two pink lines that all meant pregnant. These things were never right, right? There was no way. You and Ian used a condom every time...well except that one time. Your life seemed like it was over. What would you do now. There was no way that you could pass it off as Jason's. You had just broken Ian's heart and he lived all the way in San Diego. You had no one here in New York. You definitely couldn't tell your parents. There was no one left to help- except one person. Summer. She was a lot closer to Ian than you right now, but had been your best friend. You dialed her number. As you waited for her to pick up, you began to think of what you would say to Ian. He doesn't even like children and neither do you. You're going to be the worst mom ever.

"Hello? (Y/N)?" Summer answered.

"Hey...look I'm sorry for not talking to you for a while, it's just things were complicated and still are."

"It's fine. I'm glad to see that your alive and doing well I presume?"

"I'm not doing good. I'm doing awful actually." A tear began to roll down your cheeks.

"Why? What's wrong? Is it Jason?"

"I'm pregnant." You just blurted out.

"What?"

"I'm pregnant, it's Ian's too."

"What? Ian's?"

"There's a lot I need to tell you..."

"Hell yea there is."

"Well it all began when Ian came to New York to film videos with Joji and Max. That was about two months ago, I think? And then we saw each other and you know, one thing lead to another and we had like an affair I guess? I don't know, affair sounds dramatic, but basically we just had sex a bunch of times and were in love with each other but then I fucked everything up and now I'm pregnant with his kid."

"What about Jason? Does he know any of this?" She asked.

"Nope. No one knows. Just you and whoever Ian told."

"Wow. Well what are you gonna do? And are you sure it isn't Jason's?"

"I'm 110% sure it isn't Jason's, we haven't had sex in like 3 months. I also have no idea what to do, that's kinda why I called you."

"Well first you need to tell Jason. Wait, do you even love him?"

"No, I thought I did, but I don't."

"Ok, the tell him that you're breaking up with him. Do not tell him that you're pregnant. It'll just complicate things."

"Ok." This was what you needed. You needed someone to boss you around and be there for you.

"Then you need to call Ian and just tell him."

"Do you think he'd want to hear it face to face?" You asked.

"No, over the phone is better. I don't think he would want to see you face to face."

"That makes sense. After that, then what?"

"Then you two need to figure out what to do. Oh but you need to go to the doctor, find out if you're really pregnant and how far along you and and what not."

"Ok. How do I do that?"

She explained everything to you. You two talked on the phone for hours. After you were done, you made an appointment meant to see a doctor. It was tomorrow afternoon. You had no idea how you'd break up with Jason. This pregnancy was kind of a blessing and a curse. It was an excuse to break up with Jason and it was a reason to see and possibly be with Ian. Now that you thought of it, maybe it wasn't so bad. You just have to get over the fact that you're completely not ready and you don't like children.