serial killers K.L - J.C (Jian)

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"So?" Kian asked swinging his knife as I grab his arm. Making him glare.

"Don't swing that fucking knife unless you want me to stab you myself" I say with a small smirk, his eyes in a glare and his like plumped out whenever he's mad is so sexy.

"Go ahead stab me, you won't be able to be butt fucked later by Dominic" his lips went up to a smirk. Mine going down, he doesn't understand anything.

"Who said I was going to be by him?" I smirk tippy toeing go to his face "who said it wasn't going to be you" I say brushing my lips onto his.

I haven't even found his sexuality but, all I know is mine. Mine is him.

"You just kissed the mouth of a smoker" he said with a cigarette in his hand, he was about to light it up but I smack it, stepping on it.

Making everything come out, I hate those fucking thing so much. I wish he'd understand that.

"Kian, look. Don't fucking smoke those around me" I sigh, seeing it got him pissed.

"It relieves me Jc!" He yelled grabbing another one walking away as wind came, he covered it with his hand and lit it.

I sigh. He's going to die if he keeps smoking them. Just like Jaylyn did.

"I'll be done in a minute" he frustratedly said blowing the smoke out.

For some reason I care about him.

Its been a day and I already feel for him. Even though he'll forget it, I want to make him remember. There has to be a way, it worked for me. I just don't know how.

I refuse to forget the important. He has to learn that as well.

"It's my drug, Justin. One of the things I dont forget is to take my pack out and light it" Kian came back over and grabbed my hand.

"I'm sorry I do it around you, I won't anymore. I know it gets you irritated" he finished with a smile. Making me smile.

God Kian Lawley what are you doing to me?

I'm not supposed to be soft, I'm not supposed to let strangers into my life like I did with him.

He's supposed to not know about my strange addiction with killing people. Its sick, its love.

No boy, man has ever made me feel like he has. My heart beats heavy whenever I just see his smile. He's strong, our cuts.

We both have been through a lot. I don't know his life story and he doesn't know mine. Were strangers to each other. Yet we kill people together.

- Kian

Fuck fuck fuck. I shouldn't be doing this, it was a horrible idea to come up in the first place. Knowing I was going to forget him.

I don't want to forget him. For some odd reason, I don't want to ask him ' what's your name?' Everyday I fall asleep.

Even though he'll do it to, I wish my smokes would kill me already. I've created to many sins.

Except one.

Lust.

An inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

I've done every single one :

Pride 

Envy 

Gluttony 

Anger 

Greed

Sloth ;

All I need is lust.