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"W-what?" My heart sank, my tears reloaded and my body hurt. He's gone, he smoked out his lungs just like Jaylyn did.

I'm hurt, I didn't even know him for long.

"I'm sorry sir" she patted my back, making me jerk forward. My tears start up again. I just look down, making them fall.
I saw them pulling out a bed from Kians room, a body was clearly on it. "I didn't even get to..." I choke on my words. Gulping making my Adams apple bounce.

Fuck Kian Lawley I told you to stop fucking smoking "Damnit Kian" I cry out, stomping my foot and covering my eyes.

"Sir you should go home and get some rest" the nurse smiled at me guiding me toward the door.

I look over to the cart they were carrying Kian on. He was pale and lifeless, I can tell and feel it. I'm pale and lifeless, I lost my love.

My world.

My happiness.

"You're right" I mumble looking back at the door. I sigh, an empty sigh escaping my lips. I continue to walk out, the wind going through my curls.

"He's gone" I say to myself, sending shivers down my spine as the wind picked up.

I felt his presence, as stupid as it sounds. It feel him with me.

"HE'S GONE" I then shout in the cold weather. I see the car I took to save Kian was right in front of me as someone got out.

"Come on J, lets go home" it was Dominic. What? Ho- oh well. Doesn't matter now right?

I jsut nod walking to it as he got back in the drivers side. Me in the passengers.

"Its okay J" he grabs my hand. I let him, I'm empty.

- Kian

" so why did you want to do that again?" The doctor asked clearly annoyed a bit.

"He can't know I'm alive. He can't, no one can" I say, not answering his question as he nods slightly.

"Just sign these and then you're out of here. If you tend to loose your breath again Kian call us okay?" He says. I don't have a phone. Shit. "And lay off the cigarettes" he sighs handing me the papers.

I quickly sign them and hand them back. "Thank you so much" I say with a smile and turn to walk out. I saw them driving off, I feel horrible but, he just can't know I'm alive.

He can't.

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Ooo plot twist lol hey. Oh and I can't read any story because my phone is broken, like the screen is covered in black ( only half of it ) SO if you update I'm so sorry if you update I'll for sure read it when I get my phone fixed.

I will still update for you guys though

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