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'Alright how about this one, Colombia Univirsity and they have a Medicine department. You can be specified in children. This is a good one right?' Tessa showed me and this was the first one that attracted me quite a lot more than others.

This isn't NYU so it hasn't the most rich kids there. It's a good oportunity right? Yes i believe so.

'Maybe we can check this one out' i agreed.

'Oh thank god because i was out of options Alex' Tessa said.

'Look Tessa you don't have to look with me, i'm glad you do trust me but you have enough on your own plate alright'

'No stop this i'll help but you are picky Alex'

'I just don't want to go to the first collage i see and miss some other incredible one but let's face it, NYU wouldn't let me in anyway'

'You don't know that'

'I do, and don't start on Yale they just don't accept people with criminal records'

She sighed knowing i was right. 'Fine, but Colombia is great a lot of my co workers went there it's nothing too fancy'

'Great just what i'm looking for' i said and smiled to her.

'Alright you get on that list make phonecalls or write them or something i go make that call we both don't want to make' and she was meaning the phonecall to my mother. It had to be done i know that i need my old stuff. But it's hard.

I nodded and looked to the laptop screen looking for a email.

'Tessa can i borrow your email?'

'Sure you're already in just click on the "new email" button'

I nodded but to myself instead of to her. This internet is so much more now that four years ago. It's so much bigger and everyone uses it.

'Maybe we need to get you a phone you know for emergency calls' Marcel asked me.

'Oh no please don't i don't need it i mean i don't get in trouble anymore'

'We know you mean well but what if someone hurts you on the streets? And you have no one to call you die out there we both don't want that'

And even tho i don't want it he was so right and i knew that. But why didn't i want that phone?

Maybe then i have a reason to call mister pretty eyes. No don't think about that it's only for emergencies. Do i even have his card? Didn't i throw it away?

No you didn't liar.

'Alright just called your mother and we go tomorrow morning just before the introduction of brown' i nodded and just hit the send button. I really hope i get in.

'But i won't hear from brown in over six weeks'

'Well that is impossible because classes will start next week i'm sure we can talk to the principal and he can do something for us'

'How are you so sure'

'Trust me everything wil go just fine stop worrying' i nodded as an answer. I have to trust them that everything will go fine.

The next day was everything but peacefull i was in the car with Tessa and Marcel on our way to my parents and i am shitting myself.

I can't believe that i am going to see the people that abandoned their daughter in darker times. In times she needed them and i don't know why i refer to myself as a third person. It makes it easier? I guess not.