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THIRTY-ONE

Hello loves, enjoy your weekend❤️

'Goodmorning angel' Tim whispered in my ear while we were spooning in bed under the warm covers.

'Merry christmas' i whispered back and kissed his lips, he kissed me back and well everything is and was perfect. He started to kiss my neck, 'haven't you got enough?' i whispered. 'Hmm never' he groaned and kissed lower and lower. I giggled and well we repeated the actions from the night before.

'Alright, you make de order for sushi while i go pack some stuff for the day out' he said and left me in de living room. It is ten in the morning how does he expect for me to make an order for tonight? I smiled and shook my head, he is so exited for today. Just to spend it with me is really comforting.

When I tried to place a order at our favorite place where we can eat sushi he came back with the most ugliest sweaters I have ever seen. 'Tim what the hell is that?' I asked him. He looked down and up again, 'what do you mean angel?' he asked me. 'What do you mean, honey do I have to wear that? That sweater with Christmas trees and polar bears?' 'you don't like it?' he asked and his smile disappeared.

'No don't be sad now babe I just never had such a Christmas' I said, he nodded. 'Look we are going to celebrate this like we are the typical couple. We have some wine, ugly sweaters and sushi' I said and he nodded. 'Well what are you waiting for, let me see that sweater' I grinned and got the sweater from him. 'Just give me a minute alright' I said and walked in the bedroom to dress myself in some ugly as shit sweater.

This day went by in a blur, it was amazing and emotional at the same time. I felt trapped and relieved. I felt sad and happy. I felt overwhelmed and bored. I didn't know what to feel really. We went Christmas shopping today, we tasted wine. I drank for the first time in years, just a sip and I didn't felt the need to drink more. So that was a fantastic feeling. Back in the day I drowned my feelings with alcohol. I feel so much better right now.

I was writing some things down while I felt his ears staring at me, 'do want to say something?' I asked him without looking at him. He smiled, 'no I am just gazing at the most beautiful thing in the world' he said being cheesy as fuck. 'Don't do that or my face will go all red' I whispered. 'And I like that about you' he said and sipped his wine still looking at me. 'What are you doing angel?' 'oh you know, just writing a letter to Lucia about Christmas and apologizing why I haven't visited her in that long. How busy I am and about you, how much I love you and how happy I am for meeting you' I said. He smiled, 'come here angel' he said. I crawled on his lap and he took me in his arms. 'I love you' he said before kissing me.

'I love you too' I said. 'I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you, till we have our own family and to grow old with you' he whispered. He is do deliciously adorable. And the best part, I want all of that too. With him.

'I can't wait for that either, but till that day comes we have tons of time to practise' I giggled. 'We better' he said and kissed my lips once more. 'Alright come, I am going to post this letter and we are going to pick up that sushi. I can't wait to eat I am starving' I said and we left the building to go outside.

Christmas and the days between them went by so fast. We made some preparations for the families. Brought over some more gifts, I spend time with my siblings and before we knew it was it new years eve. The first time outside of prison. It is quite emotional.

'Princess are you alright?' he asked me, while I made some snacks in the kitchen. He felt that I was on edge today. 'Yes I am fine Tim' I whispered and got a bottle of wine from the fridge. 'Have you seen your psychologist today?' 'uh no I didn't, because it is the last day of the year I decided to skip todays appointment' I said. 'Angel I don't think that was a good idea, I see you are improving every week when you go see her. You have to go' he said all worried about me.