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TWENTY-TWO

Happy monday to you all❤ not really sue if it is a good monday but however here is a new chapter❤ love and sparkles to you all✨

It's been three days since I last saw him. Since Roger barged his way back into my life while I swore myself I wouldn't let him do that ever again. He forces himself back in my life, back in his life. In Tim's life. I sighed, I put my pen down impossible for me to do any sort of homework. I tried, I really did but all I could think about is him and how angry he was. I still don't know the exact reason why he was that angry. I can understand it was because I let a drug addict in his precious home and he could do harm to me or himself but I said I was sorry.

The past three days I didn't send him any kind of messages. No email, text or phone call. I received many from him but it was better to give each other some time. He almost sounded demanding on his texts. That I had to call him right now, and that I needed to let him know I was okay. But that was and is the thing I don't know if I'm okay. I just needed him that moment and he wasn't there for me. He has no idea how hard it was for me to show Tim that little piece of my past. I just really hope that he forgives me after we put this behind us. I hope he can put it behind him, I really do.

I know he is worried about me, he doesn't even know where I am and neither does Tessa or my parents. No one knows while I'm right around the corner in this cheap hotel with no room service or anything.

I sighed, scribbled down the last answer on that page and closed my textbook. I put my book back in my bag when my phone rang. It was on the charger, completely empty from receiving so much phone calls, texts and emails.

I saw it was Tim once again, I sighed picked up the phone and pushed the green button to answer. 'Hi' I whispered, 'finally you are picking up, what took you so damn long. Do you know how worried I was. Was there something wrong with your hands or something that you couldn't pick up or-'

'I'll stop you right there, no one gives you the right to talk to me that way Tim. Not even you so if this is going to be one of those phone calls I am going to hang up right now' I said getting more pissed by the second.

I heard him sighing from annoyance. 'Please come back home, come back to me you have no idea how worries I am about you please we need to talk' he asked me almost begging. 'Are you capable of talking to me instead of screaming?' I asked him. 'Yes, of course' he said. 'Fine i'll be there in a few minutes' I said and stopped our conversation by pressing the red button on my smartphone.

I grabbed my stuff, checked out and walked back to the apartment just around the block. When I walked in he came to me and held me in his arms. I let the bags fall and gave him a really big hug. Like I didn't see him for weeks or months. It really felt that way but in reality it only where a few days.

He kissed my temple while he grabbed my bags from the ground and carried them back in the bedroom.

'Tim we have a lot to talk about' I whispered to him while I kissed his cheek. He nodded, 'I know'.

We sat down and I saw the living room was still this mess from the moment I left. 'You didn't clean up?' I asked him. 'No I invested all my time in searching for you, me and Tessa even worked together for this' he said and it made me smile. In a crisis it suddenly is possible for the two of them to work together.

It was silent between the two of us and I didn't know what to tell him but how sorry I was. 'I am sorry for what I did' I whispered to him. 'No don't apologize, I am the one who needs to be apologizing I went out of line. But I worry about you, I can't lose you' I said grabbing my face in his hands staring me in the eyes. Those beautiful eyes.

'When are you going to realize that I am not going anywhere anytime soon, I didn't have a relapse and I wasn't planning on taking that pill you know why?' he looked at me waiting for the answer. 'Because of you Tim, you said it yourself you are curing me. I didn't want to take that drug, was I scared? yes I was and I didn't trust myself for moment back there but what hurts the most is you not trusting me. You are convinces that I was going in some relapse, that I would take the drug without hesitating. That I would go back with my ex boyfriend. That hurts Tim, it really does' I said.