CAPTURED

FIVE

The last week in here went by so fast. It felt like yesterday when i even heard about getting out but is has been three weeks already.

And Jamie is still not talking to me. She is mad and furious but the real question in here is what is she really mad about?

About me getting out?

That would be logical but i think there is more behind it, and well obvious she isn't telling me anytime soon. I just hope she can forgive me.

And for what? For getting out, she thinks  i should apologize to her for getting out and that is ridiculous.

In just a few hours i will be leaving this damned place and i will be walking on solid ground. I beg Tessa wil be picking me up. It's her or her boyfriend wich i don't like for some reason. Its not the ususal guy she dates. And well that is a little bit disturbing.

But i have to deal with it.

'Ready?' Lucia asked when i looked true my final things. I turned and saw that amazing woman being a little sad for me leaving.

'I'm ready but i will miss you tho' i said walking to her.

'Lucia i want you to have this' i said handeling her my favorite book.

'I can't accept this'

'Yes you can i want you to have something that reminds you of me. I am going to miss you a lot Lucia and especially your good advice'

That made her laugh. Yes i am going to miss her.

'Sweety you know where to find me'

'I do and i will thank you Lucia' she nodded and we hugged again.

Jamie was watching us from a fair distance, it looked like she was fuming and was holding herself back trying not to hit me or something.

It made me nervous her being so angry at me and being so close to my release, what if she messed it up for me? She wouldn't do that would she?

No of course not, she may be angry but we are still friends right?

This would be my last lunch in this place, the lunches i learned to love cause well let's be honest. This is the best as it would get. You know what i crave?

A cheeseburger, no make that two. I think that is the first thing i want to do when i'm out. Once i got money and that is not much. My parents cut me of when they found out i was going to prison. So i want to spend money on cheeseburgers that i don't have.

I sighed, how am i going to live in the real world when i have nothing. Some of my stuff is storaged in the town where in lived with my parents. They have acces to it and if i want it back i have to contact them and i don't know if i'm ready for that.

'What are you thinking about' Dana asked.

'About how i'm going to be okay in the real world when i have absolutely nothing'

'Honey what did i say this morning you will be fine' Lucia said taking my hands in hers.

'I know that but i don't have any money or stuff'

'I'm sure Tessa will help you as much as she can, let's talk about other things what are you going to do when you're out. The first thing you do?' Lucia asked.

'I've been thinking about that and i think eat a cheeseburger' i laughed and i wasn't the only one laughing. Lucia and Dana joined me. And it felt good, i am going to miss them to pieces.

'Did you talk to Jamie yet' Sheila asked.

'No i haven't, but i tried believe me. She just walks away when i approach her so that is enough signs for me to leave her alone'