The New Nanny #WATTYS2017

Ch -39

I took a ninety degree turn towards the two ladies behind me to see, if they had heard what I had or If i was merely getting dilutional.

They didn't heard it, it seems by their facial expression.

I stared at them blankly while my mind had flew away with their earlier suggestions.

You could go back..just like they suggested !

But what If  his usually pulling the rope of  my feelings and then loosen the grip at the last moment...What if it happen again?

No it's wont ...nobody lies to a dead person...An almost dead person!

Yes he loves you but what if he wouldn't accept it when you go back..what will you do then?

" It hurts! It hurts so bad!" I whispered in hurt and confusion , an unconcious tear rolling down my eye.

Both took long steps towards me, my mom engulfing me into a hug.

" I know it does..I know and I'm so sorry you have to go through it alone my dear!" She consoled.

It was as if I couldn't hear her voice , I continued my sobbing confession.

" I love him so much...All of him! From his cold,heartless side to his kind, loving side...I loved it all but he won't let me get through the wall he created and it hurts not because he wont let me in but because he will be lonely and hurt all alone , with no one by his side...He deserves more ...I know him..i-i"

" We know...We know!" This time the women replied.

" He said he loved me........but...only one women can stay in his heart and  it's occupied by Eugene . He is still not over her death!" I said sadly.

" Listen here Amanda!" The women voiced out turning me around, each hand on my shoulder.

I  blinked to that.

" The women you mentioned is death and she wouldn't want her man to suffer,his whole life for something he hadn't done. He deserves loves and you can give him that.Dont just give up now when you are only one step away from winning his heart...Girl he had already said he loves you so what's the worry about!" At first her tone was serious as of she knew what Mason's mother would say but as she continued on, her tone lightened up.

I like her now. She was kind.

A jolly filled laugh escaped my lips.

" I guess you are right!" I answered shepherdly.

" So ready to go back ?" She sing-songed.

I nodded slowly.

" Okay stand up then !" Mom commanded.

" How do I go back!"

" Just imagine where you physical body is and enter in it ..simple!" The women answered.

" Oh okay! "

I hugged my mom one last time and said my ' I love you's and ' I'll miss you''s.

I even hugged the women .

" I wish I had a sister like you, you are awesome! " I complimented genuinely.

" I wish I was your elder sister as well...your an angel..stay happy Amanda I wish you well!"

" Thank you...um. .I never learned your name?" I questioned.

" You'll know it when the time comes!" She replied simply,squeezing my palms.

"I guess it's goodbye then!" I concluded .