The Emptiness

Writing On the Walls- Underoath

Ohmaigawd... Before we continue I would like to talk about this chapter and how crappy it will be. I don't know if you remember, but in my A.N. in chapter 5, I said that I'd be doing an Andy chapter around chapter 10.

I actually had no idea what I was doing for chapter 11, so thanks to frand; she told me to do this chapter in andy's POV so... Enjoy. Sorry if it's sucky, I don't know what it's like to be a boy:)

(Lots of swearing in this chapter)

Bring Me the Horizon blasted out of the sound system in my car on the way to the airport. I was not pissed, I told myself as I drove. I'm simply upset.

I said. Very. Very. Very. Upset.

I clenched my jaw and tightened my grip on the steering wheel. I turned the music volume up and steered my thoughts off of Snow. But every five seconds all I heard in my head 'baby daddy.'

I pulled into the airport parking lot and grabbed my suitcase. I walked into the airport full of upperclassmen and in a way, "sophisticated" people. I did the ticket, get on the plane, turn off all cellphones process. As I put my headphones in my ears a hot girl sat next to me. I got a better look.

Not any hot girl, but Snows kind of bestfriend, Kaylee. She looked to the side. "Oh hey! Aren't you Snow's boyfriend?" she asked as her hand propped itself on the inside of my thigh.

"Yeah," I said and put her hand back in her lap. She huffed and tugged a bit of her top down, revealing cleavage. A lot of cleavage. I kept seeing Snow leaning over the toilet burning with a fever and throwing up from the pain of her pregnancy, so I looked away.

I thought about all the times I had hit her, or kicked her. I got a bad taste on my tongue. Like I was going to throw up. I swallowed it down and my thoughts drifted to the day I raped her. The way I hurt her. The way she screamed. I let out a deep breath and chewed on my lip ring. My phone vibrated in my pocket.

I took it out of my pocket, desperatly hoping that it was Snow. My screen flashed: Axel. I picked it up. "What the fuck do you fucking want?" I heard a scoff next to me. "Bitch," I murmured under my breath. From the corner of my eye, I could see Kaylee turning in her chair to process in her head what I said.

"Dude, where the hell are you... Your girlfriends a wreck." Axels voice filled my ears.

"Y-you visited her?" my voice cracked with worry. I actually loved Snow so much. I loved the insecure way she played with the ends of her hair. I loved the way she licked her lips after I kissed her. I loved the way her hand gripped mine tighter every few seconds.

"Yeah. She broke down. Just fell to the ground and cried. Your baby's ripping her apart."

"My fucking baby? I didn't know we had already given it a label." I hung up. A tear slid down my cheek. It came as quickly as I wiped it away.

Kaylee touched my shoulder. My gang instinct was to punch her in the face, but I restrained myself.

"I know I seem like a total slut. I don't even know why I act like this sometimes." She laughed in a non-funny way.

"Last week, I found out I was pregnant," she said as she took a wipe out of her purse and started to take her makeup off. She took out some extenstions in her hair. She pulled on a sweatshirt and she pretty much looked like a normal person. "I cried through the week. All weekend. Until I couldn't cry anymore. I was walking down the stairs when I tripped." Her eyes started to tear up. "And all I could think about was the baby dying. I knew I had a miscarriage. Knowing that I killed a person felt like killing myself. I tried to overdose, and they brought me to the hospital. I'm fine, but you better help Snow with everything you have. If the baby dies, it's your fault." And with that she turned away and closed her eyes.

I closed my eyes. The baby is okay. The baby is okay. The baby is okay. I repeated it ten times before calling Snow's home phone. "Hello?" Haylei answered the phone.

"Haylei." My voice cracked. "Can I- Can I talk to Snow please?" I moved the phone away from my ear to breath.

"Andy? Snow's at her father's house. Try calling there," Haylei scowled. Haylei hated me. I think she suspected that I had hurt Snow before.

I closed my eyes. I couldn't imagine myself hurting a creature so magnificent, so amazingly beautiful. Her blue eyes burned in the back of my mind.

"Dont hang up." Was all I could manage to get out. "I-I don't know the number."

"203-535-0843." I hung up.

Snow's POV

I uncurled from my ball to realize the phone was ringing. I stood up with weak knees, and stood on my tiptoes to get the phone. "Hello?" My voice was cracked, vulnerable, upset.

"I love you, Snow. I always will. I need you to open the door." I didn't want to. I was so confused. I knew it was Andy, and that was enough to keep my heart racing. I opened the door anyway and there was Andy, phone up to his ear, crooked smile on his face. His closed the phone and put it in his pocket. He inched towards me before stopping the act and sweeping into a hug. His shaggy black hair fell in my face. His lips skimmed mine before he pushed me into the wall and kissed me hard on the mouth, like usual. But this time it was different. I blamed it on pregnancy hormones, but I kissed back.

Andy's POV

I pushed her lightly into a wall and we started to make out. She surprised me by kissing back. She wrapped her arms loosely around my neck and stood on her toes to kiss me. She took a breath of air and went back to kissing me.

Her lips were so soft, like a drug. She gave butterfly kisses down my jaw and to my ear lobe. Her kisses made me drunk. She nibbled lightly on my earlobe. I groaned as my phone rang in my pocket. Ciyourus. I nearly screamed. Snow was looking at me with her big blue eyes, before covering her mouth and rushing down the hall. I ran after her and watched as she disappeared into a room. I followed her and found out she ran into the bathroom. She kneeled over the toilet as I held her hair back. I helped her get up and she splashed water on her face.

I quickly answered my phone just as it was on the answering machiene. "Ciyourus?"

"ANDY! You fucker! Where the hell are you?" Ciyourus screamed.

"I left."

"Why?"

"Because I need to take care of my pregnant girlfriend." I wanted to hang up so badly.

"Snow?"

"Yeah. I gotta go. Just send Axel out. He was dying to go." I wasn't telling the truth, Axel actually wanted to stay home and take care of his sister but that wasn't the worst of my problems right now.

I hung up and picked up Snow in my arms and carried her out of the bathroom. "Where's your room, beautiful?" She pointed upward.

"Attic." Her voice was slightly scared.

I knew the attic was upstairs so I went upstairs and pulled on the small string that was hanging from the ceiling. Stairs emerged from the ceiling. I gently walked up them, not wanting to break them.

There was a few things upstairs. Nothing too big. I layed her in her bed and turned on the T.V.. "Thank you," she mumbled and focused her beautiful eyes on me instead of the television.

I layed behind her and wrapped my arms around her thin waist. She turned off the television and turned around to face me. "You know we never did talk about the pregnancy," she said.

And from that point, we talked about the pregnancy all night long.

A.N.-

Boy or girl? Have not decided yet. Sorry that it's kinda short and kinda unusual, but I don't usually do POVs from abusive baby daddy gang members:) Okay bye.

John, I enjoyed your girlyfriend telling me that your getting blue streaks in your hair, loser:P

Adios:)