The Emptiness

Beatiful Disaster- Jon Mclaughlin

-She would change everything, everything; just ask her. Caught in the inbetween a beautiful diaster. She just needs someone to take her home-

The door opened. Amy's mouth formed an 0 shape. Andy stared. My dad wasn't present. I swallowed back tears as Amy rushed into my arms. Sobs quickly erupted from her mouth. I couldn't help but keep the tears back.

When Amy finally let go, she linked hands when Axel. I sniffled. "Are you... Together?" Amy shrugged.

I faced Andy. He looked the same, but his eyes had lost their blue texture, they had gone to a soft, sad gray.

Axel and Amy made their way up the stairs as Andy and I locked eyes. He made the first move, inching closer to me. He got close enough to see the black under my hair was now my natural, platinum blonde, that my baby bump was much bigger, that my eyes were now a soft violet color, which was the color they turned in fall and winter.

His arms wrapped around me and my arms wrapped around him. I'd come to realize it in the time I was gone. I loved Andy. I missed him. I craved his new, soft touch, like I was held together by tape and glue.

His lips brushed gently on mine, passionate but sweet. But my lips craved more. Swiftly, he tongue brushed my bottom lip, making me shiver in delight. Suddenly he backed me up against the wall. My legs wrapped around his waist and he held me up. Tongue against cheek with your rapist, pregnator, and everything in between was a hard way to great your father.

Andy's POV

Amy and I are staring at the marble counter top while we wait for Axel to come back. When I try to say something, Amy hushes me, because Axel told her. Axel told Amy I had raped Snow. I feel like I should die because of what I've done. Hurting her would be like killing your own mother and father-- painful, remorseful. I blink my eyes tight shut when I hear the front door click open. I open my eyes to see Amys mouth make an 0 shape as she runs towards Snow. Beautiful fucking Snow. Why did I have to make things so complicated with you?

Her stomach is only slightly bumped. But my child is in it. I, Andy, am a father. Her hair is now all natural blonde, instead of the usual black that sits underneath. She seems to glow-- her skin is radiant; beautiful.

She whips head towards me, facing me. I suck in a deep breath, almost getting lost in her eyes. Girly, but true.

I start to walk towards her, as Amy and Axel start to climb up the stairs.

I didn't have anything to say to her, I just wrapped my arms around her, and after a moments hesitation, I feel her arms embrace me.

Before I could stop myself, my lips brush gently against hers. Her lips are seemingly hot glued to mine, moving only slightly, in hot passionate movements. My tongue brushes her bottom lip, begging for entrance. Her body shivers against mine, bringing her closer to me. It's like her body was made for mine. I backed her against the wall and hoisted her legs around my weight. Pregnant as she is, she is still as light as a feather.

She makes a noise of pleasure in the back of her float, before her feet drop to the floor and she pushes me away.

"Dad?"

Amy's POV

Axel led me up the stairs as Andy and Snow begin to talk. "I don't trust him," I whisper to Axel. He turns to look at me. I'm 16, and Axel's 21, but age doesn't matter to us. Besides, everything we do to each other is just us fooling around. No strings attached. He plants a kiss on my lips and slips his hands into my pockets as he pulls me towards him.

"He's changed," he says as we plop down on the top stair. "Look at him." All I see is the rapist's mouth latched to Snow's. But Snow doesn't seem to care. She's actually enjoying it.

He pulls me into a guest bedroom and we plop down onto the bed. Are lips are pressed together and his tongue is exploring my mouth. My hand slips up his shirt and traces the ridges of his abs. He moans into my mouth.

Suddenly my shirt is on the floor, and then my pants, his shirt, his pants. My bra hits the floor, and his underwear hit the floor. My underwear drops to the floor, and before I know it I'm losing my virginity. It hurts, it's painful. My eyes are tightly closed, my breath uneven. And then it's pleasure, taking over my body. Anyone could see it. There was a slight sting but nothing else, it was amazing.

Axel's POV

I felt... Weird, taking someone's innocence. Someone I wasn't sure that I liked that much. I've had sex with so many girls, but none of them were this young, or virgins.

Snow's POV

Andy, my dad and I sat at the table, talking about my pregnancy. "Is it a boy or a girl?"

"Im not sure," I stutter.

"What're you gonna name it?" I blink at him, wondering how he's taking it so well.

"Well I was thinking Kyler for a boy," I say absentmindedly rubbing my stomach. "And for a girl.."

"Vanity," Andy speaks up, immediately. I give him a confused glance. "I just really like that name."

My dad rubs his hands together. "Dad?" We were thinking about the same thing. Mom...

"Snow," my dad says standing up, approaching me. "I miss her so much," he sobs into my shoulder, and tears begin to run down my cheeks.

"I know, dad. She misses us too. I'm sure of it." My breath hitches in my throat when I see a teardrop run down Andy's cheek. My dad releases me from his grip and begins up the stairs. I watch him as he opens the door to his room and steps inside. I trail up the stairs, following his footsteps, except I make a sharp turn towards my room, Andy behind me. Once we're inside my room I plop down on my bed and close my eyes.

"I miss her so much," I say sitting up and covering my face. Andy's gentle hands pry mine from my face and kiss my lips gently.

"My parents.. They were fighting one night and... I don't know. My dad got his keys and said goodbye. He just left."

"My mom, she loved him. So she commit suicide when he left."

"Im so sorry," I said cupping his face in my hands. He leaned foward and kissed my nose.

"No, Snow. I'm sorry. I'm am so so so sorry for raping you. I was such a fucking idiot. I'm an ass. I hate myself." I cringed.

"I forgive you."

"What?" Andy whispered, unbelievingly.

"I forgive you. I love you Andy." Anyone else would never forgive him. But I do. Andy's changed in a way no one but me could understand.

"Snow... I love you, too."

I feel liquid running down my leg and I'm shocked.

"Andy?"

"Yeah?"

"My water just broke."

A.N.- Well yeah. Got nothing to say. BYE.