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(A/N: can we all just point out how cute the picture above and the caption is. They are honestly so cute and they may not always be the closest in videos, but they are still too cute. Almost 12 years!!!)

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Simon's P.O.V.

"Why the fuck would you do that?!?! Why would you dare go on my phone and post a picture of something that I didn't even want?!?!" I yelled as Vik came up from behind me and tapped me on the shoulder.

"What do you want?!?? This is your fault to. You're happy he left, aren't you?!?? What the fuck is wrong with all of you?!?" I yelled as Ethan came up to me and pulled me away.

"Can you please calm down?" Ethan asked as tears started to pour down my face.

"I don't want him to see that and think that I've moved on. JJ posted a picture of me and Vik and I had my arm over him. It wasn't on purpose, Vik was just really close to me. What if he see's it and thinks that I moved on?" I said as I felt down the wall and sat down on the floor.

"I know. I miss him too." He said sitting down next to me as I rest my head on his shoulder.

"They don't even care." I said as he let out his breath.

"I know."

"I want to leave like Tobi did. Not even look back. I want Josh back." I said as the tears started to pour drastically.

"Then you know what, fuck it. We're going to find our Josh." He said as he sat up.

"What do you mean?" I said sitting up and wiping away my tears.

"Why don't we look for him? Maybe he left clues? I don't think that he would just leave us. Do you?" He said as I shook my head.

"That's what I thought. I don't think that he would just leave us for no good reason. It has to be something important." I said as he stood up and put out his hand for me to grab.

"Come on, we're going to check the boxes at the house." He said as I grabbed his hand and we left.

Maybe all hope hasn't been lost. Maybe we are going to find Josh. Maybe it isn't as bad as I thought it is.  

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We got back to the house and started to unpack the few boxes that said Josh. It took forever and nothing was to be found.

"Ethan this is hopeless." I said as he turned to look at me and it looked as if something just clicked in his head.

"Do you have anything that like you hold close to you?" He asked as I thought about the question for a second and then remembered.

"Yeah, I have this teddy bear that Josh won for me at Thorpe Park." I said as I went to go grab the bear.

"We have to open it. I know you may not want to, but I think if Josh is as clever as I think it will be there." He said as I flipped the bear over and saw stitch lines.

"Yeah, he opened it up." I said as I gave him the bear not being able to rip it open.

"You want me to open it?" He asked as I nodded not even looking towards him.

I heard it start to rip and then slowly the ripping stopped. I looked over to see him holding a note.

'I know your confused, I know you might not feel loved. But the truth is in my heart, where we get our favorite tarts'

Ethan read out as he gave me the note.

"Do you know what it means?" He asked as I started to think but couldn't think of anything.

"Favorite tarts? Like sweets?" I asked as he nodded.

"I mean, isn't that what a tart is?" He said laughing.

"I know, we just didn't have that many sweets."

"Maybe he didn't mean it in that?" He suggested.

"Then how would he mean it?" I asked as he just shrugged his shoulder.

"We should start packing, you can think about that while we do so. I'm going to call Em okay?" He asked as I nodded and he left the room.

'Where we get our favorite tarts'

What does that mean?

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A/N: so I got my Zerkaa shirt and I'm so excited for when I can wear it to school and show my love for Josh. Did any of you guys get one?

Also what I wanted to ask because I kind of just thought of it randomly, who is you favorite sidemen and why? Like what makes you like them the most? Anyway that's all, love you guys, bye!

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