Talks With My NightOwl (BoyxBoy)

Scarred

The rain slowly drizzled down, drops of rain hitting the window and sliding down them as I sat on the window still just watching out, my head was leaning on the wall and for the first time since I woke up from my nightmare I was starting to feel at peace, until I heard footsteps coming down the hall and stopping just outside my door, I quickly moved from the window going to the corner of my room, i heard key's jingling just before the door was pushed open and the nurse that was assigned to me came in fetching a tray of food, he didn't say a word as he set up the stands and rested it on the bed.

I watched as he went through a bag he was holding and pulled out a clean set of white pajamas and a boxer's with a fresh set of socks placing them on the bed, he then pulled out a chocolate bar and placed it on top of the clothes before he turned and left the room closing the door behind him, I heard the jingle of the keys and his fading footsteps before I slowly moved out of the corner and looked around the room as I inched to the chocolate bar and snatched it up before I went back to my corner and finished it quickly, I wiped my hand on my clothes and looked at the door when it opened again and a woman entered.

Her smile was infectious and as always it made me wary of her, everyday the auburn haired woman would come in my room after the nurse and watch me as I took a shower to make sure I didn't do anything stupid, before she picked up the empty dishes and dirty clothes as she left the room and I was left in silence until it was time for lunch, but this time she walked in with clothes and was way more excited than usual "good morning Leni, guess what?" I said nothing and she smiled even brighter "your parents have come for you, you're finally going home." she raised her hands and did this weird silent cheer thing, before she approached me quickly and had me trying to cram myself further into the wall.

She stopped and stepped back after realizing what she did, my heart was racing and I could hear myself letting out tiny gasp of air as my body was ready to slip into some sort of panic, I watched her as she raised her hand and her tone completely changed "it's okay Leni darling, I'm not here to hurt you, I only want to help and I won't touch you, okay?" I said nothing and she gave me a small reassuring smile "please nod if you understand." I slowly nodded and she sighed before stretching her hand out to me "come on let's get you all cleaned up so you can go home, okay?" I nodded again and slowly moved over to her, as promised she didn't touch me just kept her hand stretched out.

It took a few minutes before I was showered and fully dressed, feeling comfortable in the loose fitting close my parents had brought me, I slipped on my chucks, and looked up to see the male nurse walking into the room, once again he was quiet as he moved around with a backpack and started packing away some books and other things I had before he closed the bag and set in on the floor next to me, he moved over to stand by the door waiting until I was finished eating before he walked over and handed me the bag as I stood up, the lady came in back and the three of us headed down the hall, it wasn't long before we walked into the lounge area and saw my parents talking to the doctor that was assigned to me, the nurse cleared his throat and they turned to watch us.

The minute they did both of their eyes lit up and my mother ran over to me pulling me into a hug that made me scream and fight to make her let me go, she quickly did making me step back as I dropped my bag and held onto my racing heart, I could feel my body shaking and my breathing started to go haywire, I felt dizzy and the last thing I remembered before it all went black was the nurse catching me and lifting me into his arms as my mother cried out in horror.

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I jumped up with a gasp and my head snapped around the room as I scrambled to get out the bed yanking the sheets off me, this room was so different from the one that I had spent nearly two months in that it had me freaking out until I spotted a poster on the wall of G-Eazy and I slowly started to calm down as I looked around the room coming to the realization that it was mine, my bed sat in the corner of my room, study desk with my laptop on the other side, a large bookshelf hanging on the wall just above it filled with books and albums, I stepped back and bumped into something that had me snapping my head around, to see it was my record player.

I moved turned moving to my bed before I looked just across from it to see my closet and next to the closet a door that lead to my bathroom, I walked over pulling open the door to see my pristine bathroom, shower in one corner next to my dub, my vanity just across from it with my sink and all and my toilet standing on the opposite side of the bathroom, and just off that there was another door, I walked over to the door pushing it open, only to let out a whimper when I saw my home studio that was roughly the same size, if not bigger, than my room, I looked around it only for a second before shutting in the door and locking it before I rushed from the bathroom into my room only to scream when I bumped into someone.

I took several steps back before looking at my father who stood there with his mouth set in a grim line, he seemed to scan me up and down making me uncomfortable, I pulled on my sweater sleeves moving further back, I lowered my head and glanced up at my dad only to feel confused when he looked as if he was on the verge of crying, he sniffed and nodded to me before he walked away and locked the door as he left my room, I stayed where I was for a while more before I slowly made my way to my bed, I was going to drop down on it when the image of A.J above me pounding into me flashed before my eyes and I hissed moving away from the bed, I looked around the room and moved to my couch that was near my record player.

I yanked the blanket off the bed and moved to the one seater couch curling up with the blanket around me, my eyes scanned around the room still feeling uneasy before I curled up and allowed myself to fall asleep, which turned out to be a mistake.

I felt as if I was being folded in half as A.J took me for what felt like the millionth time but was only the third, I tried to cry out and protest because he was really hurt me but I had been gagged someone's dirty underwear, he squeezed the bottom of my thighs so tight I could feel his nails digging into my skin, he started to press himself into me and I wanted to make him stop, but was also happy that it didn't hurt as much as it did before because of the many times I had done it before, I whimpered as he got to the hilt and started to rotate his hips, grinding his member against my spot that had my body quivering with the pleasure I was feeling.

Tears rolled down my face and I felt so sick, so much so that for the millionth time bile rose to my mouth and spilled past the gag soaking it, I gagged and I heard him hiss pulling out as some came through my nose stopping me from breathing, he dropped my legs before he yanked the gag out my mouth and turned my head so all the vomit spilled past my lips onto the bed, I felt his weight come off the bed before it returned and he cleaned up my face and the bed as best as he could, I felt so dizzy and the corners of my eyes started to turn black before I heard arguing and then the bed sunk and someone grabbed my legs slamming in to me and causing me to cry out before my mouth my filled just the same preventing me from screaming out as once again I was torn open.

I jumped up when I felt someone shaking me and I cried out trying to shove them away from me, my hands were restrained holding me down so I trashed harder and someone locked me in a tight hold, I screamed and kicked trying to break free unable to make out the person because the room was dark, the lights suddenly flashed on causing me to snap my eyes shut before I blinked them open and swore A.J was standing over me with a smirk on his face, I screamed and kicked him hard before I jumped up and moved to the other side of the room, I backed into the wall and I looked up to see my dad and one of my brothers looking at me with both caution and concern.

My back hit the wall and I slid down it feeling my heart race as I curled in on myself "please don't touch me, please."