If I Only Knew.

Chapter 20

Number three was Niall.. I know it was weird to finally say, I didn't want to admit it. Niall has always been there for me, people have always said they've seen that we'll end up together. I didn't know what to do or say. Should I tell him because he told me? Or would that sound to out friend like, like I'm just saying it?


The other question was... Do i tell Haley?


I think I should but in a little while. She had the time of her life probably with Harry Styles and I don't want to make it all about me when she's telling me about her.


That sounds reasonable right?


They should be home in a little while hopefully, but now that the boys have gone I have nothing planned and nothing to do than what I normally do and that's sit on the couch and watch T.V..





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A little while later... Watching The Carrie Diaries I heard the horn honk from outside. Meaning Haley and Harry were home.


Finally!


I was about to die, I mean The Carrie Diaries is a good show but watching 6 episodes in a row gets a little overwhelming. I got up and walked to the door waiting for them to knock as I quickly opened it.


"Finally" I said under my breathe as the knock happened.


"That was so fun Harry" Haley said as I felt my stomach ach. Why did it ach? I have no idea? There little couple... Ok I need to stop.


I moved out of the way so they could come into the room. Harry and Haley holding hands was really cute though.... It seemed that they were made for each other. I am glad they had a good time. It's just the Niall thing and then The Carrie Diaries made me think a lot tonight I need SLEEP.


"Did y'all have a good time... " I said sitting on the couch.


"Yeah a blast" Harry said as Haley looked at him.


"Well I think I am going to go to bed so Harry... Haley detach." I said trying to pull the apart... Not like that.. There hands.


Gah.


"Ok bye babe" Harry said to Haley as my stomach turned... The bad kind.


"Bye" Haley said kissing him as he walked out.


"What's wrong with you?" Haley said.


"Nothing... I think I ate to much pizza?" I said as she laughed a bit.


"Where are the boys" she said as I gulped.


"Oh umm... Louis said he needed to go because of a call he got and they all decided to leave I guess I am just that boring." I said as she nodded. "So what did y'all do?" I asked as she slumped onto the couch like a love bird.


"Dinner, dancing, site seeing." She said standing up and twirling a bit.


"That's cute" I said as she nodded. "He's quite a charmer... Isn't he?" I said as she nodded.


"We might go out tomorrow but nothing fancy like just a normal casual thing" she said as I nodded.


"Cool" I said


"So what did you and the boys do" she asked


"Umm... Played truth or dare... And yeah" I said gulping and I felt a heat sweat happen... Gash what am I so nervous?


"What happened?" She asked as I looked up. What?


"Nothing.." I said itching the back or my neck.


"Obviously something happened." She said as I looked rapt her in confusion... How does she know?


"Something did happen... But I don't want to talk about myself I wanna hear about you" I said as she moved closer to me.


"No I think this is way more important." She said "spill it" shit here we go... How am I suppose to say it?


"Well we were playing truth or dare and one of the boys asked me if I've ever liked Niall and I of course said no and Niall looked hurt from it so we asked a couple more questions with me thinking of why was he hurt? I asked Zayn if he's ever been jealous of one of the boys because Of a girl and he said Niall talked a whole lot about me, and I started wondering about that... The. I walked into the kitchen for a break when Niall followed then telling me that he could tell when I was confused/upset and then proceeding to tell me he had feelings for me. Which me are me be frozen then he left with the boys" I said as Haley looked like she was in shock.


"What did you say?" She asked as I waved at her.


"I didn't say anything! They left and I was in shock like you were just then.." I said as she rubbed her forehead.


"Holy shit girl" she said


"I know... And the big thing about all that... I think I feel the same." I said as she gasped and hugged me.


"I knew it! I knew it was in there somewhere!" She said as I laughed... Them teared up.


"I'm sorry" I said as she looked at me confused.


"Why are you crying?" She asked as I didn't really know.


"What if he's given up? I don't wanna tell him I think that might seem like I'm being a good friend telling I him something he might not think was true right now." I said as she wiped the tears from my cheeks.


"I'll help" she said.


"You don't have to do that" I said standing up.


"Oh but I want to" she said as I smiled


Buzz buzz


I tried to look for my buzzing phone when Haley found it...


"It's Niall" she said as I gulped.


"Hand it over." I said as she did.


"Hello?" I said trying not to sound like I've been crying, which was impossible.


"Harry said you didn't seem well... Are you okay? Have you been crying? Reagan what's wrong?" He said as I smiled, he did really care.


"I'm fine Niall." I said lying a bit.


"I'm coming over... With Harry" he said hanging up.


Oh shit...


"What" Haley asked


"Him and harry are coming over... I can't lie worth a shit with him around." I said as she laughed as she got some make up and patted down my face so you couldn't see the tear stains.


"Thanks" I said as she nodded





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