If I Only Knew.

Chapter 21

Me and Haley tried everything to hid my tear stained cheeks, and it worked. But I know that somehow Niall would ask and make me start again.

It's gonna happen now if I don't stop thinking about it.

Ok I'm good.

"I think we did a good job" Haley said finishing.

"You might want to change into some comfy clothes." I said pointing to her dress.

"Good idea" she said lifting her finger and changing to her sweats and Baggie t-shirt I've never seen before. Probably meaning they were Harry's.

We walked back into the living room sitting on the couch. As the door flew open to Niall running my way bending down in front of my face examining it as he frowned. What?

"You can't cover up your upset ness with make-up Reagan" he said as I smiled, his hand cupping my cheek. "Why were you crying?" He asked.

"Can we talk about this somewhere else" I said motioning to harry and Haley's make out session.

"Yeah" he said laughing a bit.

We walked into my room as he closed the door while I sat onto my bed. He joined me moments later. What am I going to say? I sat there looking at my hands waiting for him to say something. I am so afraid right now that I'm going to blurt it out.

"So...why were you crying" he asked.

"Um... Well" I said as he looked at me in the eyes. Focusing on me and every move I made.

"Don't be nervous... Was it the conversation we had earlier?" He asked as I nodded.

Shit I'm gonna cry again.

"Yeah... I though about it. And I hate that I didn't know that you felt this way...about me and I thought long and hard, the past and everything and how other people always commenting about how we'd ended up together. I thought and thought and it became clear to me that you... You were the third thing that was bugging me and I didn't want to tell you yet but you were." I said as I took a deep breathe as he looked at me with a half smile.

I bet you he is thinking holy shit.

"Um... Well I never thought this would ever happen. I just kept it a secret, I mean yeah I've always had a crush on you but I would NEVER hurt you or try anything." He said as I laughed."plus girls have cooties" he said as I laughed letting my head fall into his lap.

"So..." I said "what now" I lifted my head up again.

"Well" he said."can I just see something" he said as I gasped.

"Niall!" I said

"What" he said "oh.... Nooooo NOOO NOOO not that you perv." He said as I laughed taking a deep breathe.

"Then what" I said smirking.

"This" he said leaning in and pow, he kissed me, it was nearest he taking the best feeling I've ever had, I felt butterfly's like I've never had before. His lips moved in sync with mine it was wonderful.

We released as I looked at him in the eyes.

"Wow" We both said.

Then causing us both to laugh.

I felt my eyes growing tired. As I laid down onto the bed as Niall laid down next to me, raping his arms around my waist. I smiled remembering all the times we fell asleep together. Not in that way but whenever I was upset, sad, or just needing him I would go to his house or he would come to mine.

"Goodnight" he said "love"

I smiled... Letting the darkness take over.

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I know it's short... Sorry but it was to curate for anything longer

So.... THERE IS SOMETHING HAPPENING...

OMFG WHY AM I SO EXITED TO BE MAKING THIS CHAPTER.

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AHHH

THERE SO CUte like I can't?

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-jessi xx