If I Only Knew.

Chapter 9

It's been a week since me and Ryan have been together its been great, louis is weird about it though for some reason... Him and Niall Louis seems to be all happy and Kaddish about the whole means Ryan ordeal. Cole and Logan laugh every time we kiss. Immature... Niall is the weirdest about it though...he won't be around me when were together... Maybe he is just letting us have some time. He is a really sweet guy though.

"Hey Reagan imma go" Ryan said as he kissed me.

"Bye babe" I said as he waved at everyone and left with Cole and Logan.

When he left everyone came in. What's there deal? Ok time to figure this out...

"Ok what's y'all's deal? Haley I thought you liked them."

HALEY'S P.O.V

"Ok what's y'all's deal? Haley I thought you liked them." Reagan said as I sat on the couch. I didn't know what to say to her... Me and Harry over heard something...

Well about two days ago me and Harry were over at Ryan's house with Reagan and they were going out. I had to go pee and when you gotta go you gotta go. As I was walking to the bathroom I heard Cole,Logan, and Ryan talking in the other room while Reagan and him were going out.

(Flashback to that day)

"So when are you gonna you know.." Cole said I gasped.

"Later this week imma take her by supersize. I mean she is sweet in all but um yeah I bet she is real good in bed." Ryan said as I was taping the convo on my phone.

Well then I walked to the bathroom to pee and came out to Reagan and Harry and the rest of the boys laughing.

"Me and Reagan are heading out now." Ryan said as I waved and smiled like I haven heard anything but that little dick...really? But I have this convo but how is Reagan gonna believe me?

(Back to present)

Well I ended up showing Harry the recording and he didn't know what to do, so he told all the boys about it well except Niall and Reagan because I know if Niall knew he would flip....

Well now Reagan is asking so should I tell her? Should I tell her that the boy she is dating all he wants is to get into her pants? Or should I tell Niall first.

Ill tell her.

I slid out my phone, Reagan looked at me.

"Really Haley I just asked you a question?" Se said as I held up my phone and pressed play.

"Later this week imma take her by supersize. I mean she is sweet in all but um yeah I bet she is real good in bed" it played as I looked at Reagan's face her face had no expression.

REAGAN'S P.O.V

"Later this week imma take her by supersize. I mean she is sweet in all but um yeah I bet she is real good in bed" did I just hear that? This can't be true?

"Umm..." Niall said as I felt tears forming.

All I thought is if I should call him? Should I call him? Should I? I took out my phone as I left the room, leaving them to be. I walked into my room fell onto my bed crying as I felt the courage to call.... I need him to know that I knew.

"Hey babe!" He said as I was now furious...

"YOU DICK THE ONLY REASON YOU WERE GOING OUT WITH ME IS TO GET INTO MY PANTS HUH...." I said

"Reagan let me explain!" He said

"NO YOU'VE EXPLAINED ENOUGH YOU JERK I SHOULD'VE GOTTEN THE HINTS, I DON'T WANT YOU OR ANYONE OF YOUR FRIENDS NEAR ME..."

"Reagan..."

"BYE," I said

I hung up deleting his number, I just collapsed into tears, I fell onto the floor against my wall crying onto my pillow. I couldn't be treated like this anymore. I am no longer trusting anyone I met, I will never fall in love, I will never find my soul mate... I will never be really loved.

"Reagan?" I heard Haley say from the other side of the door.

"Leave me alone!" I said as I threw a pillow at the door. I could punt see anyone right now... I felt humiliated, this was the worst break up ever.

I sat up wiping the tears from my cheeks and walked towards my bathroom, I needed to take a shower, clear my thoughts and relax a bit.

I stripped off my clothes and got into the shower letting the water running over my body, I applied some of my coconut shampoo and rinsing it off...why would someone do this to me? Make me feel unwanted but wanted for one thing? I applied the body wast lathering it off my body.

I heard a knock at the bathroom door...

"Reagan?" I heard an fimmilar irish accent say.

"Niall get out!" I said

"Reagan ill be out here I am not leaving I never left you when this happened....I am not leaving now" Niall said as he shut the door.