If I Only Knew.

Chapter 10

Great was all I thought... I finished up washing off the soap and turned the water off letting the towel do its job. I soaked up all the water from my body as I looked at my self in the mirror. Why would some one do this? I saw my tear stained cheeks as I tried not to burst into tears again. I quickly got dressed as I looked behind me to find the door cracked....oh shit!

I slammed the door shut as I realized Niall was out there... Shit,shit,shit... I don't think he saw. Hopefully, I pulled my hair out of the towel and sat it on top of my head in a bun. I put on my track shorts and my oversized sweater, I should probably go out there now... I hung up my towel on the back of the door.

I opened the door as Niall grabbed me I to a hug. Umm Niall I can't breathe....

"Reagan?" He said as I gasped for air.

"Sorry...." He said as he let me go.

I walked over to my dresser and put on some deodorant and looked at my self, Niall approached behind me as I smiled, he snaked his arms around me as I smiled. God I never realized how much I missed this, me and him.

"Reagan you okay?" He asked as I felt tears forming.

I couldn't control it anymore...they began to flow out as Niall turned me around and we sat down on the floor as he held me to his body. As he rubbed circles into my back, someone knocked on the door.

"Yeah..." Niall said

"Is she okay?" I think louis said...

"Yeah I got it.." He said as I heard Louis's foot step walk away.

I just sat there thinking of this, me and him. Niall would always come over and when things like this happened we would just like this. Jake one of my exes.. I found him snogging another girl at my locker. Niall saw it to and I ran off, Niall was always the one to cheer me up. When it came to family problems, breakups, anything really. He was there.

"Hey you wanna go get some ice cream like we used to?" He asked as I smiled and nodded.

He stood up walking towards the door with me, his hand draped across my shoulder. We walked down the stairs into the living to find everyone looking at us. I looked up at Niall as he smiled and didn't bother talking to them. I smiled because I know he knew I didn't want anyone really talking to me, seriously!

Me and him made out way to the car as he opened the door for me, I got in as he closed it running around the car as I giggled a little. His little jog was funny, just saying. He hoped I to the driver side as he turned up the radio. I laughed because he knew if he sang horribly I would.

"YOUR HOT AND YOUR COLD YOUR YES AND YOUR NO YOUR IN AND YOUR OUT YOUR UP AND YOUR DOWN, YOUR WRONG WHEN IT'S RIGHT YOUR BLACK WHEN IT'S WHITE..." He sang as he pointed at me pulling out of the drive way.

We drove to the song as he pulled into the little ice cream shop, I smiled as he finished the last lyric to the song as he made the weirdest duck face.

"Your up and your downnnn" he sang as I laughed getting out as he popped up beside me, we walked in to find a older man at the counter serving a little girl ice cream.

"Hello!" He said as me and Niall said it back. I walked up knowing what I wanted as so did Niall. We ordered the same thing every time.

Mint Chocolate Chip.

"Umm me and her would both like a medium cup of mint chocolate chip ice cream please." Niall asked as the man nodded getting the ice cream.

"I never forgot." He said to me as I wrapped my arm around his.

"Here ya go" the man said as Niall payed.

"Thank you sir" Niall said as we walked out to this little park down the street eating our ice cream. I am really surprised fans aren't wondering around.

"So you proud of me?" Niall said as I smiled shaking my head.

"What?" He said as I wiped some ice cream on his nose.

"Oh I see." He said as he did the same to me. I licked it off and smiled sticking out my tough.

"I am proud if you." I said as he smiled.

"Of?" He said

"Remembering..." I said as he looked down at me as we found a bench and sat down.

"Why would I forget?" He asked as I shrugged my shoulders.

"I dunno?" I said as he ate the last bit of his ice cream, I had already finished.

"Want the last bite?" He asked as I smiled eating the last bit off the spoon.

We sat there watching the sun set as my eyes started to fall. My hair fell out if the bun as Niall took the band out and lat my hair down. He moved the pieces from my face as I felt tired. He scooped me up before I knew it as he walked with me in his arms down the street towards the car.

I felt the seat of the car on my legs as he closed the door, I smiled as he hopped into the car, I turned around as smiled at him.

"You didn't have to do that?" I said

"Oh but I did." He said as I laughed and rested my head on the window looking at the cars passing by.

We made out was home as he picked me up out of my seat and carried me into the house. Nobody was in the living room so we casually walked up to my room as he payed me down onto my head.

"Thank you Niall." I said as he kissed my forehead pulling the covers up to me.

"No need to thank me." He said as I smiled, he walked towards the door.

"Can you stay..." I asked as he smiled walking over to me laying in the empty space next to me. I smiled as I remembered the times we did this. We would spend the night over at each others house. And I only did that because I trusted him, I knew he would never try anything.

"Thank you..." I said as he kissed me on the cheek.

"I missed you so much Reagan.." He said as I felt my eyes close.

"I missed you more." I said as I fell asleep next to my best friend.

I really did miss him, he had no idea.