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Chapter Thirty One ~ When Things Get Worse

Chapter Thirty One ~ When Things Get Worse

“Sometimes we commit mistakes that we didn’t want to do. And when you wake up tomorrow you’ll realize what you have done and want to take it all back, regretting that you have done such a thing. ”

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Lira’s POV:

Agad akong umalis ng unit ni Lionne. Just a few minute drive lang naman ang apartment ko mula sakanya, so nakarating agad ako sa place ko.

I decided to really dress well today. And with a smile on my face I went to the bathroom and refreshed myself.

After that I choose to wear one of my best clothes.

Then after that agad na kong umalis tungo sa office.

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“Where’s Lionne?” I asked Karl---Lionne’s secretary.

“Uhh---Good morning po Ms. Lira.”Gulat at napatayo niyang sabi sakin.

“Okay. Good morning too. So where’s Lionne?” I repeated smiling widely at him.

“Uhhh--- nasa loob po ng office niya.” Nagtatakang sabi ni Karl sakin but I didn’t mind.

“Okay, thanks.”agad kong sabi sa kanya bago pumasok sa loob ng office ni Lionne.

I didn’t bother to knock and I went right away inside his office.

“Hi sweetie” I greeted him cheerfully. All smiles as I made way to him. Napalingon naman siya agad sa kin so I claimed his sweet lips agad.

But what disturbed me is when he pushed me back.

“What the heck?!” frustrated I asked him.

“What the hell are you doing Lira Eunice?!” he raised his voice at me.

“Oh c’mon Lionne, don’t be such a virgin, we did more than just kissing last night.” I said to him sarcastically while rolling my eyes.

Then I was about to sit on his lap, when he got up of his swivel chair.

“What the hell is the matter now?!” I asked him again irritated.

I saw how his face hardened and his lips we’re formed in a thin line. He closed his eyes tightly while he massaged his right temple using his right hand.

He looks tired. Aww, my poor lovey. So I went to him and replaced his hand with my own two hands. I started massaging his temples while giving him small kisses on his neck and I felt hot immediately I want him to take me right here, right now. And I was about to run my hands south when he pushed me, again.

He sighed deeply. Then run his hands through his hair. He faced me right after that and his face was grim.

I was stunned for a moment because of what he did.

Then unbelievingly I looked at him I met his angry gaze.

“Tell me Pierre Lionne, what fuck is you’re problem?!” I yelled at him.

“Pwede ba Lira Eunice stop what you are doing?!” he said to me in a irritated voice.

“Okay naman tayo kagabi ah? Ano bang nangyayari sa’yo huh?!” I asked him in a sad tune. Ipinararating ko lang na di ko nagugustuhan ang inaakto niya.

“Fuck it! Pwede ba! Can you please stop reminiscing about what happened last night!” he barked at me. He was now fuming na parang siyang bulkang sumabog at kanina pa nagpipigil. I was startled and frightened, pero I washed it out agad. Kung matatakot ako sakanya how could I accomplish my goal? Kaya naman I fought back.

“Bakit?Aren’t you satisfied with my performance last night?” I asked him straightforwardly.

“Bullshit Eunice! Quit it already!” he really yelled this time. He was fuming mad.

“Bakit ba huh?! Last night was fantastic---“ I was trailed off.

“Look, Eunice last night was a big mistake.” He said clearly and loudly but it seems that I can’t understand it. Every word he said was very audacious that’s why I was caught off guard. Damn!

“W-What?!” I said to him my voice shaky. Eto yung ayaw kong marinig sa kanya he was denying all that happened. He denied me. I didn’t know na masakit pala ‘to. Shit!

“I said everything that happened last night was a mistake. It shouldn’t have happened Eunice, because that was so wrong.” He said regrets in his voice.

I can’t utter anything. It seems that my mind was lagging off, it can’t digest what he had said. Those words we’re like stones thrown on my heart. And now it was bleeding. Ang sakit lang kasi I treasured everything that happened last night. I thought may pag-asa na ako sa kanya. Pero kahit yun kinuha niya na. Nakakainis! Ang sakit sakit lang!

Alam niyo yung feeling na akala mo mutual na ang feelings niyo para sa isa’t isa. Ganun yung akala ko. Oh c’mon Lira dream on! Grabe! Everything he said was like a big slap to my face. Akala ko ginusto niya din yun. Bakit?!Ngayon sasabihin niyang pagkakamali lang yun?

Pero Lira you can’t be weak right now. You need to get Lionne no matter what. You can’t lose now. This is your chance.

So I composed myself again, haharapin ko si Lionne. I need to defend myself.

“Bakit, pareho nating ginusto ang mga nangyari satin kagabi Lionne. At we’re both consenting adults. Alam na natin ang tama at mali.” I told him with my pilit stern voice.

“Exactly, Eunice that’s the point, we’re both complying grown-ups and what we did was so wrong.” He snorted.

“Ano naming mali dun? Dahil out of wedlock? Don’t tell me na conservative ka Lionne, ‘coz I won’t buy that.” I retorted.

“Hindi yun dahil dun. Una I was drunk Eunice and I was vulnerable. I was not on my rational state. Isa pa I respect you---we’re good friends at ayokong magabago yun dahil sa nangyari.” He frustratingly said.

Matutuwa na sana ko na yung lalaking mahal ko ay nirerespeto ko kaso bilang kaibigan lang ang turing niya sakin. Fuck! I was friend-zoned. I got the one-sided love too. Too cliché.Ang masakit pa dun pinagsisisihan niya pa na nagsex kami. Leche!

“Maybe, it’s the best if we forget all that happened last night. Let’s just think that it didn’t---“ I cut him off his words.

I slapped him hard and fast. Di ko na kaya ang sakit sakit na. Every word that he says ay parang tinik na tumutusok sa puso ko.

At right then and there napaiyak na ko. I shed the tears that I tried so hard not to fall, he passed the breaking point.

“Fuck you Lionne! Fuck you and your stupidity! Can’t you see? I treasured everything that had happened last night between the two of us, tapos sasabihin mo ngayon sakin nakalimutan na lang. Ganun na lang yun? I understand kung ginamit mo lang ako kagabi dahil malungkot ka, pero Lionne did you ever consider my feelings about this? Bwiset ka! You are such an asshole, a self-centered jerk!” I said to him before storming out of his office. I run away while crying and left him there dumbfounded.

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Pierre’s POV:

Ang galing mo Pierre. You made two women cry in just two consecutive days.

I receive two slaps too. Wow!

Siguro nga I am an asshole.

Now I’m wrecking up my life.

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