I'm Stupidly In Love With You

Chapter Thirty Five ~ The Truth

Chapter Thirty Five ~ The Truth

“Every man kills the thing he loves; the coward does it with a kiss, the brave with a sword.”

- Oscar Wilde

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Fallon’s POV:

It’s 1 A.M. in the morning maaga kong nagising. We’re still under the warm sheets, our bodies disheveled with one another. I love this cozy feeling I might get use to this, me waking up and the first thing I’ll saw is him.

Nakatitig lamang ako sa natutulog pa ring pigura sa tabi ko. He was sleeping peacefully like an angel, kaya naman libreng libre akong titigan ang gwapong mukha  niya. I wonder kung bakit ngayon  ko lang napansin si Hervin. Ilang years ko na bang tinitigan ang mukhang ‘to still ngayon ko lang na appreciate. Was I so blinded by my love for Pierre?

Siguro nga. And now that everything’s cleared up, I want to focus my eyes on the person I needed to love. I smiled looking at him makes my heart skip beats. Am I really in love? Grabe! Ganito ba yung feeling nun? Parang nakallimutan ko na, kasi naman nung nagmahal ako dati puro sakit na lang sa puso ang nangyari.

Feeling ko tuloy nagbalik ako sa pagiging teenager. I smiled at the thought. Hervin Seth you’re making me gushy and all mushy.

I stared at him a little bit more and something in me had the urge to touch his face, at ayoko sanang gawin dahil baka magising ko siya kaso parang may sariling utak ang mga kamay ko at hinawakan ang mukha niya.

Kaynis! Ang kinis ng mukha niya. Ang cute lang dahil nakita kong nagcrinkle ang nose niya inilapit ko ang mukha ko sa mukha niya. There’s an urge na titigan talaga ang mukha niya at para kong engot na ngingiti ngiti habang trinitrace ng forefinger ko ang outline ng mukha niya. Para kasing gusto kong imemorize ang mukha niya.

“Gotta tell you how it feels now …

You’re my air when I feel I can’t breathe

Catching me when I’m tripping on my feet

We’ll get through this together …

You’re my smile when I just want to cry

Making it all better as you kiss me senseless …

I’m giving you my forever …. And ever.”

 I sing in a soft voice while tracing my forefinger on his face. Linapit ko pa ang sarili ko sakanya ang gave him feather like kisses on the tip of his nose, in those two lovely closed eyes, the both sides of his cheeks and I was about to claim his lips when his eyes opened up.

Nagulat ako sa ginawa niya and I saw him smirk kahit na pupungay pungay pa ang mga mata niya.

“You we’re raping me while I was asleep, you are such a naughty woman.” He said in a husky voice. I gave him a loop-sided grin.

“Di na kita kailangan reypin dahil alam ko namang bibigay ka willingly.” I teased him. Natawa naman siya at nailing sa sinabi ko. Agad naman siya umayos ng higa and now was facing the ceiling and I hovered above him.

“Sorry for waking you up baby.” Paglalambing ko sa kanya. I gave him a quick kiss on the lips.

“What’s up with you?” he said with amazement.

“Huh?” naguguluhan kong tanong sakanya.

“Bakit bigla ka ata naging sweet?” and now it’s his turn to tease.