Ethereal

Eight

Camila sat down on the floor of the dressing room and put her head in her hands.

"Camila you need to stop you have to go on stage soon." A person from their tour crew stated, ignoring the fact that the small girl was having a panic attack.

"Okay seriously just shut up!" Camila snapped.

Dinah soon walked in the room, minutes later to try and find the Latina.

"Hey, Mila it's okay bub." Dinah soothed while sitting on the floor and pulling Camila down to pay her head down on Dinah's lap.

"Dinah she was my everything. She was my first kiss, my first relationship, my first love. I'm so completely fucking lost without her. And I'm going crazy! I need her back. I'm not even mad at her anymore. If she came back to me, I'd take her back in a heartbeat. And I know you'd say that I can't just accept her back after she screwed me over, but it's going to happen and we know it." Camila cries.

Dinah softly ran her fingernails up and down Camila's skin and played with her hair, in attempt to calm the small girl down.

"I know Camila, you were together for 3 years, you guys will get back together at some point. I know that. Even though I am hella pissed at Lauren, I love you both and I just want yous happy okay? Camila I'm sure whatever she did, she probably just got herself worked up about it, and made herself think she was cheating when she didn't. But you have me. And Mani and Ally. We're all here for you. Ill never fuck you over like Laur did." Dinah promised.

Camila felt her breathing slow and her heartbeat go back to normal. But she couldn't stop the tears from rolling down her face.

"We're going on in 3 minutes." A raspy voice startled her.

Camila squeezed her eyes shut and let out a sob. She turned away from the green eyed girl and clung to Dinah's shirt.

Lauren stood hesitantly, her first reaction was to run over to the small girl and comfort her, but she knew she couldn't. So she just turned around and walked towards the stage.

"Let's go Mila." Dinah urged.

Camila stood up and wiped her face. No matter how sad she was, she wasn't going to let the fans down. Camila followed behind Dinah and all the girls walked on stage. The show went fine for Camila, she was usually left feeling dizzy and weak after a concert, but she felt fine after this one.

"Let's go get some wings or something, I'm hungry." Mani suggested.

Everyone else said yes and hurried to get dressed.

Haven't they caught on yet? After 3 years? I'm not hungry.

After Lauren and Camila broke up, Dinah was constantly over Camila's shoulder. It made Camila nervous, she didn't want her best friend finding out about her anorexia. So she ate whenever Dinah offered her food, she was terrified of some one finding out.

She had gained weight and was absolutely disgusted with herself.

"I know you're not going," Lauren spoke up when it was just them in the room. "Do you want me to stay with you?"

"No thanks I'm a big girl." Camila sassed in a raspy voice.

Camila almost laughed at the irony of what she said. Camila thought she was a big girl, but she meant a grown up in this sense.

"Right. Yeah." Lauren mumbled.

Lauren's once hopeful expression dropped to a sad one. She but her lip and turned on her heels and walked out of the room.