Resentment And Becoming A Seasonal Thot

The Morning After Part 2

Chy's POV

As I'm leaving Drake's house I can't believe I actually cheated on Mars after 6 years; I just couldn't bring myself to believe that and now I think I'm catching feelings for Drake. I've never laid down with another man before. He is the second man I've ever came in sexual contact with and I don't know how to feel. As I'm driving home and thinking about all of this I get knocked out of my thoughts by a phone call from my baby Amber. "Morning Bitch" I answered. "Morning big head; so how was it? How was your first time all over again?" She asked. "It was everything girl like I didn't want it to happen but it just felt so right at the time and I'm on my way home now; I just hope Michael isn't there cuz I don't feel like fussing with him. I don't even know how to feel right now. I think I like Drake more than I intended" I said. Best friend really? Like really? Fuck Mars okay! Fuck his feelings! He didn't give a fuck about your feelings when he cheated on you and he probably still is for all we know. What's done in the dark will eventually come to the light. So whatever he is doing behind your back will come to the light" she said. "I know Best Friend; I just don't know what to think right now or how to feel. Like I'm just thinking about what I just did is gonna come to the light and he's gonna beat my....never mind but I'm gone talk to you later cuz I'm almost home" I replied. She said "okay ttyl babes". I pull up in the drive way and parked the car but why is this man home! He should have been at the studio or something. I got out and locked the doors then headed for the door and I was greeted at the door by my one and supposed to be only Mars but luckily my baby Sassy came running to the door to greet her mommy. Sassy is my yorkie that Mars got me as a gift after he cheated so she's kind of a make up dog. But I just said "Hey" and walked right past him without a kiss or a hug but only to be pulled back by my waist into a passionate hug and kiss. He said "Don't you ever walk past me like I don't exsist". I put Sassy down and apologized then stated that I was tired and still a little hung over from last night. He went on to ask me questions about my outings last night. He said "Where were you last night? Who were you with? Why you coming home so late? You should've been here last night! He was about to hit me but I flinched and dodged it. Then he came closer and held on to my throat and asked me not to lie to him. Nobody knew that Mars abuses me. Everybody just thinks that we're this beautiful happy couple but I'm really drained and honestly I can't even began to tell you why I'm still with this fool. But anyway I told him that "I went out with Amber to club Hype and then I spent the night there and also overslept because of my little hangover". It seemed as if he didn't believe me but he took my word for it and let me go. I ran to the bathroom locking the door and fell to the floor as thoughts began to run through my head. Sometimes I think this man is gonna kill me but I don't know how to get away. How do you take your heart back from someone? Is it possible to do so? Look at me all crying; mascara running curled up on the bathroom floor. I need to get out of here...I'm scared and I don't know what to do. I hope Drake doesn't text or call because I left my phone on the dinner table. I showered and got dressed. I headed for the door and Mars stopped me and asked me where was I going. I didn't know yet but I lied and said I had to stop by my boutique "Pretty Bosses" to handle some business with the manager I hired. He said to bring my ass right back and he was only letting me go because it was money being made and he had unfinished business with me. He was very controlling but tried to make it seem like I was the problem to his family. He had everybody thinking that I was the problem and the reason for his downfall but really he was the reason for mine. He was the reason I wasn't prospering and the reason my business wasn't doing as well as it should. I made sacrifices for him and his music. I'm the one that was there for him when muthafuckers tried to claim his music as there own. I gave him the money to get the shit copy righted. I started losing hella money behind him. He even hit me at the boutique in front of customers and the workers. I lost money behind that incident because my customers felt like that wasn't a way that a business should run and didn't want to shop there anymore. I've been through hell and back with this man and I still don't know how to leave him and move on with my life. I have a bad headache after reminiscing on the past and all he has put me through; I swear this is the worst morning after.