Resentment And Becoming A Seasonal Thot

Another Fight; So Much Pain

Chys POV

It's been a few days since Amber and I talked. My sister called and said did I want company?! So I told her she could come over but she was also bringing along her and baby's father. I agreed. A few hours went by and they finally arrived. Mack wanted to test drive my Audi and he wanted to go get takeout for us. Mmm Ham fried rice, fried chicken and egg rolls from Fu Chuey's Chinese restaurant sounded great! "Don't forget the duck sauce Mack! Get a lot bro!" I said. While he was gone Francy and I talked about the baby and what we hoped it would be. We both wanted her to have a girl but she won't find out until her 5th month check up. She's only 4 1/2 months pregnant and so small. It wasn't long before Mack got back with the food and he bought us snacks too. "Good looking out bro! Snacks on deck!" I yelled excitedly. "Nooo you good looking out sis that Audi is everything! He said smiling. "You gone get fat chy" Francy said while laughing. "Nu uh girl! I'm gone stay fine! Why you think I detox and waist train?! That's what you need to do after you drop that baby." I said while laughing. It was fun having them over. I showed them the guest room where they could sleep for the night and then I went in my room, layed across the bed and started looking at the inventory for the boutique. Sassy was in her bed but sometimes she likes to sleep with mommy since Mars is never home anyway. It was so late and I didn't even realize it was after 12:58 am. I put my stuff up; turned off all the lights in the house and then went back into my room and cuddled up with Sassy until I fell asleep. Bang! Bang! Bang! I jumped up out of my sleep causing myself to have a headache; hopped out of bed and ran to the front door. I peeped outside through the side window and it was Mars. In my head I'm trying to figure out where is his keys?! I opened the door; he grabbed me by hair and then my neck. Pulling me outside and closed the door so I wouldn't run back inside. Punches to the face with his right hand and chocking me with the other. I felt blood drip from my mouth and nose. Tears streaming down my face as he continued checking me up against the door. "You trying me? "He said. "What you mean? " I replied. "Who is that nigga you got in there?! I saw the nigga come in with look like take out and snacks and shit! I been sitting out here for the past few hours and watching the house just thinking how I'm gone kill both of y'all! So who is the nigga?! He said. "My sister baby daddy!" I said. *slaps to the face* "so you sleeping with your sister bby daddy you lil trifling ho?! You nasty as fuck yo! I knew you was out for revenge! He yelled. Continuing to push and slap me repeatedly. Through cracked words and a trembling voice I told him "She is here too; not just him. Why would I sleep with my sisters baby father to get revenge on you? They came to give me a little company." "Well why the fuck you don't have on no pants and just this big ass T-shirt?!" He asked. I lifted up my shirt which was actually his shirt to show him my shorts. I just stood there and cried. He started apologizing but it was too late and the damage was already done. He tried kissing and holding me but I pushed him away; I went inside and locked the door behind me. I walked into my bathroom; I was afraid to look at me in the mirror because I knew that who I was gonna see was not me at all. Sassy came scratching the bathroom door so I let her in. She was just a dog but she was my best friend and I loved her as if she were my child. I sat on the floor with blood dripping from my face as I held sassy close; she's so small and cuddly. I finally got up off the floor after an hour or so in excruciating pain and turned on the light to see the damage and clean myself up. Busted lip and a slight cut above my left eyebrow. I got into the shower and washed my body from head to toe. I cried even more; not only because of the pain but because of the blood mixing with the water and going down the drain. I didn't know how to get out and I didn't know why I loved someone that treated me this way. Sassy and I cuddled until I fell asleep. I woke up the next morning to find 56 missed calls and 37 messages from Mars. He was saying how sorry he was, how much he loves me and how he shouldn't have jumped to conclusions and saying he should've asked questions first. I just ignored it all and showered again. I got dressed and put on some light make up to hide the scars from last night. I dressed sassy up for her check up appointment at the vet; then we're going to the doggy park. On my towards the front door I heard my sister coming down the hall from the guest room and said "Good morning girl! Where you going?" "Wassup! I'm taking sassy to the vet for a check up and then we're going to the park." I replied. "Oh okay. Are you alright?" She asked. "Why wouldn't I be alright?!" I asked while laughing. "I heard banging and a lot of commotion  last night but I thought it was the neighbors so I just didn't move." She said. "I don't know about the commotion but Mars lost his keys and couldn't get in last night. He left for work a little earlier this morning." I said and then walked out the door. We both were lying through our teeth.