Demons ( A Brendon Urie a.u )

14.

A/N: This was from beebos periscope earlier. He is so adorable.

Brendon's POV:

I've been spending all my time with Camilla lately and it's the best time i've had in a long time. She makes my day ten times better with the slightest smile. Her whole face lights up and she gets those little creases by her eyes to the point where you can't see them anymore. She wonderful and wouldn't want to spend my time with anyone else.

Camilla's POV:

"I can't believe that you want to go see him again!" Brendon shouted at me.

"He's your best friend and also mine, we need to tell him about us and confront him about how we feel for each other!" I said back to him with the same emotions a
s him.

"You will probably go over there and fall into Ryan's sexy charm ways and suck faces probably!" He yells, and I scoff.

"You are so full of yourself Brendon. I don't even know why I let myself stay here. I am leaving." I shaked my head, storming past him into the bedroom.

"Where to go to Ryan's?" He questioned,

"Yes, you asshole." I scoffed, and he just scowled at me.

"Then I am going to my house." I said, and his face crossed over to confusion.

"What? Why? Why would you do that to yourself?" He questioned, a quizzical look on his face.

"Because I am not welcome here." I said, continuing to pack my things.

He grabbed my hand, taking the shirt that was bunched in my grip.

"Babe, you are always welcome here, go to Ryan's, I don't care. Just please, don't go to your house. I don't want you getting hurt." He said sincerely, with both of my hands now laced in his.

I sighed, leaning my head into his chest, "Thank you Bren, but I just want to go home for the night, I will come back tomorrow. I can call you if anything happens okay?"

He sucked in a breath, hesitating for a second, "Fine."

I pulled away, giving him a light kiss on the cheek.

"Call you soon Bren." I smiled, grabbing my stuff and heading out the door.

It took me about 15 minutes to walk to Ryan's house. He lived a few blocks away from Brendon, and he was discharged today from the hospital.

Once I got to his front door, I did a deep breath and knocked.

A few moments later, a smiling Ryan was in front of me.

Ryan pulled me into a bone crushing hug and I return the favor. He was warm from being inside all day due to doctor's orders.
He finally let go of me and we walked inside. I had greeted his mom and we went upstairs to his room.

I laid down on his bed and Ryan soon joined me. It was nice to just lay there with my bestfriend. But it was time to be serious with him now. I sat up and he did too with a confused look on his face.

I started to speak but the words didn't  seemed to come out. I tried again and I finally spoke what was in my mind.

"Look Ryan... I can't love you. I'm with Brendon now." I said, my voice a little shaky.

He turned white and didn't say anything for a couple minutes.

I tried to get his attention but was cut off when he spoke up.

"Get out." he said, just above a whisper.

"What?" I asked a little taken back.

"Get out. Just leave me alone." he said,
once again a little louder this time.

I did as he said without saying goodbye I left and went home.

During the walk home, I thought about everything that has happened in the past few days. I can't believe that any of this happened.

Once I got home, I went straight to my room and plugged my phone in. I started to play message man by twenty one pilots and drifted off to sleep.