Hello Mr Bad Boy

Feelings

Hana's pov.

I sat in my room. At dinner I didn't speak unless I was asked something, and that wasn't much. It was the most awkward dinner I've ever have had with my family. We usually talk a lot about our days and what had happened to us, but today we were all quiet.

I was hugging my teddy bear that Jungkook had given me, I was gazing on my phone's screen, hoping that it would light up. I was hoping to get a message from someone. I couldn't really decide who I wanted to text me, Jungkook, or Taehyung.

As soon as I thought of Taehyung I could feel my heart beat loudly. I could feel how my face got red as I thought at the moment we had in the car, how he held my hand.

Frustratingly I sighed and let myself fall down on my bed. It wasn't a long fall since I sat on the edge, but it still tickled inside my stomach. I closed my eyes and hugged my teddy harder. I sat up faster than the light as I felt how my phone vibrated on the surface of the madras. I took it and unlocked it to see the text.

"Can I come over?"

It was Jungkook and I smiled a little to myself. I texted back a sure, not even a second after the message was sent I could hear how someone started to slightly knock on the surface of my window. I stood up and walked to the window, thinking that Jungkook was quick to come here.

As I opened the curtains I saw that it wasn't Jungkook standing there on the edge of falling down, but Taehyung. I stood there watching as he climbed inside my room. I hadn't noticed that it had started raining outside and that he was drenched from head to toe.

"Taehyung..." I couldn't finish asking him why he was here, before he trapped me in his arms.
"I shouldn't have let you go, I shouldn't have let Jungkook take you away from me." He said, I could feel how my heart pounded harder against my chest and I could feel how his hot breath touched my neck.

Taehyung looked at me as he slowly started to lean down towards my lip. I couldn't stop it, I didn't want to stop it. As his lips touched mine I closed my eyes, forcing my arms to stay at their place, hanging down. His lips were soft and plump against mine and I didn't think twice before I kissed him back. I could feel how my insides gave in to him.

"No, we can't..." I breathed out as his lips left mine, it wasn't the best effort.
"Then fight me." He said, his hands on my cheeks. I looked into his eyes and bit my lip.

"I can't." I said as I tiptoed and placed my lips on his again. I could feel how he smiled into the kiss as he started to walk towards my bed, making me sit down as he kept kissing me. I leaned down as he still devoured my lips. He pushed my hands against his chest and I could feel his wet hair touching my face.

"Hana?" I gasped as I heard his voice. Taehyung got off of me and stood up, I felt how my heart dropped as I saw his face. I stood up and I saw how he backed, his black brown hair plastered to his forehead, his white shirt almost see-through as it was drenched. His hand was clenched into a fist as he looked at us.

"J-Jungkook..." I didn't know what to say. I could see how his eyes traveled from me to Taehyung, back to me. I could see how hurt he was, the tears that started to form in them, glossy and blank as he started to climb out the window into the rainy night.

I fell down, my knees bent under me, not able to stand up. I looked into the air, where he just stood. Tears falling silently but surely down, staining the floor. I could hear how Taehyung sat down on my bed, sighing loudly, but all I could think of was how hurt Jungkook must have been. With that only more tears fell and I look to the ground, at least what I see of it.

I hear how Taehyung stands up and starts to walk over to me. He starts to pull my arms, but I won't allow me to stand up.

"Please Hana, you'll be in pain if you sit like that." His voice was soft and calm, he wasn't angry at me. I just cry more as I sit there like a lifeless shell.

"Don't do this to me, I can't see you like this." He says as he lifts up my head so I could see him, or blurry lines that represented him.

"Please..." He said before he lifted me up, before he put me down on my bed.
"Don't, don't cry." He held my hand before letting me go. I could only hear how he started to climb out the window. I didn't know what he would do, if he would run to Jungkook, or not. But if he did, I still don't know what would happen, or what he would say.

"Forgive me..." I cried out into my pillow as I closed my eyes. I could feel the sharp pain inside of my chest and I wanted to scream even more, but couldn't.