The next morning, I groan, there is nothing to look forward today. I quickly pick an outfit for school. In our school, we can wear anything we want, there is no dress code, which I'm happy about.
I pick out a grey tank top, paired with black ripped jeans. I slipped on short black boots, then I quickly brushed my teeth. I put on minimal makeup and straight after I curl my hair. I go downstairs, I don't see Phil, usually, he makes breakfast. I sigh as I get a bowl and pour cereal and milk in it.
I quickly eat it and get my backpack. I begin walking to the door, but, I decide to write a message for Phil. I quickly get a post-it note and a pen, and I start writing.
Hey, Dad, I ate some cereal and I went to school. Bye. -Loren
That was a really blunt message, I stuck the note on the counter in the kitchen. I begin walking to school, mascara already running down my cheeks, I start walking, then jogging, then sprinting. I arrived at school, in the distance, I saw Morgan and she saw me.
I walked past her and didn't say a word. I ran to the bathroom and locked myself inside a cubicle, I started letting all my emotions out. I miss Dan. I couldn't stop crying, I have never been this sad in public. Soon, I got mad, I kicked the door, wanting to scream.
I unzipped my bag and got my pencil case. I shuffled through my pencil case and I got my sharpener. I got the blade and started cutting my wrists repeatedly, I hate life, I hate myself, why does everything bad happen to me and the people I care about? I wanted to scream.
I got my notebook and pen and started scribbling aggressively.
I hate myself.
I started cutting more and more, not giving a shit about anything. I got madder and madder after each cut, suddenly, I kick the door fully broken, and let out a giant scream. Why am I like this? Why do I ruin everything?
I get out of the bathroom and Morgan stares at me, terrified. I look at my arm, I'm losing a lot of blood. My eyes begin to blur, and I breathe quicker until I pass out. I hear yells and 'oh my god's, I also hear phone dialing, please don't call Phil. Please.
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I open my eyes, I look around and I am in a hospital room. I see Phil in the distance with his hand on his face. "Phil!" I yell, he bolts up and looks at me, he runs to my room and sighs in relief. "Thank god you're okay!" He exclaims and I smile. He really does care about me!
"What happened?" I ask, Phil takes a deep breath and explains everything. "Oh," I manage to say after his rambling.
I see my phone next to my bedside table, I pick it up and I see so many messages from Morgan.Morgan: Hey, I saw what happened today. Are you okay?
Morgan: As soon as you get this PLEASE reply back. I'm worried about you Lor
Morgan: Sorry for the annoying messages! I just really want to know if you're okay xI sigh and decide to reply back. "Who are you texting?" Phil asks. "Oh, sorry, I'm being nosy." He says apologetically.
"No, no, it's fine," I shake my head. "It's Morgan." Phil replies with an 'ah' and nods.Loren: Hey Morgan, yes, I'm fine. I was just really stressed about.. You know.. My dad and everything. I was going insane and I didn't know what I was thinking, I'm so so sorry Morgan :(
My phone buzzes almost immediately and I grin.
Morgan: Oh thank goodness. And it's okay :) Call me x
I raise my eyebrow and shrug, I tap the call button.
Ring...ring...ri- "Hello?" Morgan picks up.
"Hey," I say.
"Oh, hi!" Morgan chirps, I smile.
"How are you?"
"I'm good, and you?"
"Good."
There was a pause.
"So," I begin. "You wanted to call me?" I say in a questionable tone.
"Oh, y-yes." She stutters, panic arose me, was it something bad?"Um- well-" Morgan struggles to speak.
"Um," I say awkwardly, waiting impatiently.
"I-I- have-" She pauses, I roll my eyes and sigh.
"Spit it out, Morgan!" I yell, "What do you have?" Phil shoots me a confused look.
"Okayihavefeelingsforyouandiloveyou." She says all at once. "What? Morgan slow down!" I exclaim, I hear her take a deep breath."I have feelings for you and I love you." She admits, my eyes widen. Phil raises his eyebrow and mouths 'what happened?'.
"Oh my gosh, Morgan!" I genuinely smile from ear to ear. "I-I love you too." I admit back. Phil's eyes widen, and a smile crept on his face.~~~~~~
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