Theron
Being an almost eighteen year old dad is hard. Responsibilities are piled sky high and the odds of me being a good dad like mine was to me is quite bleak. But the smile on my baby's face makes me think I'm doing alright.
But along came Bobby...
Your touch is so magic to me, the strangest things can happen,
The way that you react to me, I want to do something you can't imagine.
Imagine if it was a million me's talking sexy to ya like that?
Ya yhink ya can handle, boy if I give you my squeeze and I need you to push it right back.
LOVE, SEX AND MAGIG- CIARA FT JUSTINTIMBERLAKE
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Blaise
Ok. Just be normal. Act normal.
I can't sit still. I'm expecting Smitty Ray to come over in a few minutes and I'm hella eager for him to get here. I've never been happier that my dad went on one of his 'unavoidable business trips'. I knew where he was going and I knew who he was going with. But for the first time I didn't care.
He can go fuck his co-worker all he wants. The ginger headed slut. I'm glad he doesn't go to see mom anymore. She's always been able to see right through him. I'm glad she doesn't know about his cheating. I'm glad she'll never know. Not from me anyway. At least when the time comes she can go in peace.
It took me five years but I know that one day her heart will give up. She'll leave me for real. And I've... I'm beginning to accept that.
I visited her today and told her about Smitty Ray. I know she's happy for me and I promised her I'd bring him to see her. I need to do it soon though. Dr. Francis told me she's had one mild heart attack but she's stable again. If she gets a stronger one he doesn't know if she'd survive it.
I cried a bit but I knew it was coming. She fought a long time but there are some things that are just out of our hands and this is one of them. We had the money to pay for every treatment but they won't cure her, they can't cure her, just keep her breathing.
I would definitely love it if Smitty Ray would go see her with me before it's too late. I look around my room just to make sure that it's not looking like I tried too hard, ya know?
Who the hell am I kidding? Anybody with eyes can see I cleaned like I was being paid a million bucks to do it and the Apple/Cinnamon air freshener is a dead giveaway. I even put on the silk sheets I only use for special occasions like my birthday and Christmas.
"So, is there a reason you're staring at your bed?"
"Oh my god!" I held my chest; Smitty Ray was already half way through my window.
"Why can't you use the door like normal folks?"
"Cause I ain't normal."
"Got that right." I muttered under my breath looking at him while he dragged his over six foot frame through my window.
