Today was the day I'm going to see Austin.
I felt the anxiety fill my body,making my stomach do flip flops and fall down very aggressively.
All my skin had this annoying chills,like it's the first time we're meeting. To be honest,he wasn't coming alone-everyone was coming but still, I was too scared.
The night before I could not sleep and I just stared at the ceiling,thinking if we lost our spark and all we need to do is burn the memories down and bury them.
I could hear the noise of five men outside my room. The noise became louder and louder when finely the door opened and red headed man jumped inside.
"I'm sure that the doctors here are wasted as hell!", everyone laughed,even me.
"Nop you red devil,just the patients!", I threw a joke back to him.
"Darling,don't bother...", we kept laughing while each of OM&M member entered the room,but Austin was the last one who came in.
At this point everything was quite,well until Aaron decided to buy some coffee. Aaron was the trigger for the else to understand that there are a really tough conversation between me and Austin.
The boys left the room,quietly closing the door behind,leaving both of us alone sitting in embarrassing silence.
"How are you?", suddenly he asked.
"Just the usual-headache,lost memories but hey,I can remember my emotions!",my tone was sarcastic,which I could see was hurting Austin.
Of course I could feel the love to this man but I can't remember a thing about our relationship.
"Sorry I can't remember you...", I whispered and Austin grabbed my hand, squeezing my hand as hard as he can.
"They found the man who did this to you", the person who did this to me didn't interested me at all.
"I don't care,all I want is to remember...", the frustration covered his face and I knew that he would be better without me.
After ten minutes the boys came back,laughing at the awkward situation Alan got himself into,as usual, and when the visiting hours ended they left me thinking about this summer.
Right now I knew what I'm going to do with my life,and probably it'll be hard but I'll manage.
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120 days of Summer
Fanfic[COMPLETED] When Summer get out of the hospital for the summer her parents give her an tickets to the Wraped tour.She wanted this so much that she started searching girls to hangout with them and go around the country. summer is 19 years old and suf...
