A Mind of Mine

to: you, for the hundredth time

I have no rights to be mad
You are happy

Even though I'm bawling my eyes out here
It doesn't matter
As long as you're happy

Also, hey
Did you know that I still go through our old message
I remember that one time
The first time you told me that I was "unique".
And the first time we did a video call

You used to send me photos
Of ice cream or interesting things around you
Because you knew
My favorite food was ice cream

Oh, that time
Valentine's day, do you remember?
You gave me a beautiful mocha-thingy
In exchange of a cheap chocolate bar
I received it after I cried
Because before that
You sang a song about love

I forced myself to ate the whole thing
Even if it was too bitter to match my taste
But it was from you
So I had to finish it

I have no rights to be mad
At least
Once
We were what the others dreamt to be

I have no rights to be mad
Even though you hold another girl's waist now

Because you are happy