A boy named Blaze

Chapter 43

I sighed, opening up the cheap motel me and Blaze just got to spend the night till we can think of somewhere else to go. "There's only one bed, I'll take the couch," Blaze said, rubbing the back of his neck. "Oh no you wont," I said sternly. "Well you wont be," he replied. I rolled my eyes, "no shit, there's room for both of us." He shook his head, "no its okay, I'm fine on the couch." I sighed, "I wouldn't mind sleeping beside you, I'm still a little freaked. He seemed shocked but nodded, "well, if that what you want, if your sure." I nodded and smiled. Tomorrow we are going to get me some more clothes considering I'm wearing a tank top, and a pair of sweats, no sweater or shoes.

It was about four in the morning yet no matter how tired I was there was no way I would be able to go to bed. If I went to sleep I'm also afraid nightmares would come and consume me. I knew my mom was safe, Blake took her to a friend who took her to a place I dont even know. Its better that way, I gave my mom a number to reach us but said not to call much. It would be dangerous if you line wasn't safe and also I don't want her calling me when I'm busy like in a fight. Its more for emergences, so I hope she doesn't need to use it.

I laid down on the bed and grabbed the remote, trying to find something to calm me down. Blaze went to go sit down on the couch but I glared at him and patted the bed beside me. "I wont sleep on the couch down worry," he said chuckling. "Just come sit with me," I begged. He rolled his eyes and walked over before flinging himself onto the empty spot beside me. I don't know what it is but there is something about Blaze that makes me feel safe. Whenever shit like this happened I want to curl up to him because I feel it will all melt away. I don't understand it but well I don't know, maybe its cause I like him. Yes, I finally said I liked him. Yet Ive liked other people before and its not the same.

I sighed and cuddled up to him, resting my head on his chest. He froze up but then relaxed and moved closer to me as I got comfy. He played with my hair as we watched TV, which Im not hundred percent sure what was going on in it. I truthfully don't care, I only could notice the way he was absentmindedly playing with my hair. I smiled and my eyes got tired but I didn't feel like sleeping. I did surprisingly feel safe though, something I had a feeling I wouldn't feel for awhile. I heard Blaze mumble something but was almost out of it and didn't answer, I don't even know what he said. Yet I guess part of me did cause I got small tingles throughout my body and my stomach fliped flopped. Then I was out, hoping to remember what he said tomorrow.

The sunshine blasted through the crappy blinds covering the windows and I felt my pillow left and gently fall back down. Then I remembered we were in the motel and my pillow was Blaze's chest. He had an arm wrapped protectively around me and was still sleeping. I just closed my eyes and tried not to think about everything that happened yesterday. It was going to freak me out its just, I was suppose to be safe at home. I think I would have been fine if it was anywhere else or maybe at home if my mom wasn't there. Yet they were at my house and almost took my mom away from me and that is something I am not okay with.

Blaze was starting to wake up and so I snuck out of his arm and danced over to the coffee maker and started it. He opened his eyes, felt beside him, and shot up. Panick was in his eyes as he scanned the room till his eyes landed on me. I rolled my eyes, "Im here, dont worry." He sighed, "well you were suppose to be in bed beside me." I chuckled, "but I thought that you wanted to sleep on the couch." He scowled as I poored two cups of coffee before I danced over to the bed. I handed him a cup as I sat down, "happy now?"

He smiled, "doesn't matter now." I rolled my eyes, "so what is the plan for today?" He sighed again, "well I guess we have to go to your house and get some of your stuff and then meet up with the guys somewhere, other then Marley's." Blaze looked hurt thinking about Bry doing all this and it broke me. "I'm sorry," I whispered. He looked at me, "why?" I shrugged, "I don't know, Bry was your friend and he may still be if I haven't been your friend." Sadness clouded his features till he covered it up and put on a fake smile. "Its fine, it would have happened anyways," he claimed. I shook my head, "you don't have to put on a fake smile for me." He shrugged, "who said it was fake."

I looked at him with worry and I knew it was fake but there was nothing I could do. I cuddled up to him for a second then got up, knowing we had to be out of here by eleven and it was ten thirty. "Come on lets hand in the key and go to my house then," I asked, reluctantly getting up and taking a chug of my coffee which we both forgot about. I dumped the rest down the sink, washed the cup, then waited for Blaze. We finally handed in the key and slipped on his bike and drove to my house. I couldn't wait to get a sweater, it was cold on the bike, yet I kinda stole Blaze's. We didn't think about that last night and I truthfully didn't care but now I did.

We slowly pulled up to my house and swore when we saw cop cars everywhere, we would have to sneak in. "Stay here," I said and jumped off. There wasn't anyone in the back as far as i could see and so I carefully crept around back. I didn't bump into anyone and snuck in the kitchen door which was busted open and the tape was easy to sneak around. The cops were all in the living room talking and so very carefully I snuck up the stairs. When I got to my room I was happy to see it wasn't destroyed and no cops were in it. I grabbed a bag and threw a bunch of my clothes in it plus some bathroom things. Just all the things I think I would need. I would need more weapons but I will get those from Blaze or the guys because I don't have any in the house.

I looked down from my room, it wasn't a big jump I could handle it. I carefully lowed myself out of my window, dropping my bag, and jumped, bending my knees and rolling to help with the impact. I looked around hoping the police didn't heard the quietly sprinted back to a nervous Blaze. I jumped on and yelled "drive." He took off driving away from the house where the police where and where me and my mom sat the other day.  I couldn't think of it as being my home, there was nothing homely about it now.

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Look i know its short and im sorry im just really busy and got some shit on my plate right now and so Im super soorrry but here is a filler update <3 love u guys <3 <3