The hybrid princess

The piano

It was a week since my little incident. I was moved from my boring old hospital room to the suite. It still had the bed and everything but I had a t.v which was cool. They also had a piano room which was pretty sweet.

I couldn't stop thinking about jay. He came her very day, sometimes he brought people from school that wanted to say hi. It was around 3:00 and I was starting to get worried, because jay always came at 2:30 . I got up and started to look for him. I walked into the patient waiting room and saw him.

Him and bet to be more exact. Yes I saw jay and ashley kissing. Yep kissing. I don't know what's wrong with me. I built up my walls do high but him and his stupid blue eyes tore them down and ripped my heart to shreds. I felt like claws, his claws , where scratching my heart out. I didn't want to cry. I didn't want him to see my weakness. But I couldn't keep it in. I cried. It was quiet but he still heard it.

He pushed Ashley off him and walked toward me but I took a step back. He tried to speak but no words came. I sighed. "I thought you were different. I thought you weren't gonna be like that asshole Brock and not do this but I was wrong. I can't believe that you would do this. Leave me alone. Don't ever come near me or even touch me! Just stay away."

Every word I said was like a bullet to my heart. He looked so hurt but I didn't care. I ran. I ran away. Away from him. I ran to my piano. I had to get away from it all. I sat down and the words flowed through me

(Start song)

Loving him was like driving a new Maserati down a dead end street

Faster than the wind passionate as a sin ended so suddenly

Lovin him is like trying to change your mind once your already flying through the free fall

Like the colors in autumn so bright just before they loose it all

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark gray all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Lovin him was red

Lovin him was red red red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you

Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song

Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer

Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong.

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone.

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

Loving him was red

Loving him was red

Oh burning red

Remembering him comes in

Flashbacks

And echos

Tell myself it's time now

Gotta let go

But moving in from him is impossible when I still see it all in my head

Losing him was blue like I'd never known

Missing him was dark grey all alone

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

But loving him was red

Loving him was red

Loving him was red

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a down a dead street.

I didn't even realize that I was crying the while time until I noticed the Key's  where soaking. I heard slow clapping and I looked to my right to see him.

I know I said someone would die in this chap but I lied it'll be the next one 💋💋💋💋💋💋