My not so perfect body

Chapter 34: I miss you

I hoped you liked the last chapter. It was a bit intense haha sorry.
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I laid there in the middle of my room sniffling every few seconds. I stopped crying a half ago and I have no more tears to cry. I have lost track of time as I laid there watching the full moon from my window.

"Dearie." I heard a faint voice, my body didn't move but my finger twitched.

"Mom." I whispered.

"Dearie." Said the voice again.

"Mum I miss you so much." I said feeling my eyes water again.

"I'm so sorry. This is my fault I should have noticed I should have asked you if things were okay...I'm-"

I felt a delicate hand on my head and felt Someone cradle my head. Her sweet smell filled my nostrils and I was finally relaxing.

"Baby it's okay it's not your fault, non of it is, this is how it should be I want you to be happy and safe. "

"But you're gone how can I be happy?" I said holding on her white dress that she wore, it was almost as if she was glowing.

"Being with people that love you. It's time for you to be yourself dearie.You have something to live for now " She said caressing my hair.

"What do you mean, you always told me to be a well behaved lady and to calm down always." I said confused.

"Yes I know but I want you now to be yourself. Things are going to be difficult but, know that Skylar is there and so is Lisa..don't lose her too."

I sniffled and savored her smell and her warmth. I miss her so much it hurts.

"Do you want to know something dearie?"

I nodded not trusting my voice.

"It was my idea to get you Bella. I asked Lisa to help me pick her out."

No wonder-.

"She will keep you safe."

"Okay." I said smiling

"Mom."

"Yes."

"I'm ready."

"I know dearie.

I love you." She whispered as her voice broke a bit at the end.

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