9:34 PM
Me: Oy B. Nagconfess si Wes sakin.
Pretty Sistah: Inexpect ko na yan. Ang landi nyo parehas. Hahaha.
Me: Luh. Seryosohan muna tayo beybeh! Hahaha.
Pretty Sistah: Okay. Ano bang gusto mo pag usapan?
Me: Nalilito kasi ako. Hindi kasi ako sigurado. Pero ayaw ko naman sya ireject.
Pretty Sistah: You're being unfair Cali. Hindi ka sigurado pero pinatulan mo. Pano kung umasa yan at marealize mo na ayaw mo pala? I-evaluate mo muna ang feelings mo before you make a decision.
Me: hayy. Okay. Thank you sa advice. Now I know.
Pretty Sistah: No problem. Basta ikaw. Hahaha. Out muna sis. I'll just finish my assignments. Ikaw ba?
Me: Tinapos ko na yung assignment ko yesterday. Hahaha. Sige sige. Byieee.
Pretty Sistah: Byiee.
I sighed again for the nth time. I know. What I did was unfair to Wes. I just can't help it.
I mean, yeah, I like him. A lot. But I don't think I'm ready for any responsibilities of being committed. And I don't wanna turn him down. I also don't want him to be with anyone else. But I don't want to commit either.
Am I being selfish? I guess I am.
Napatingin ako sa chat ni Wes. Kanina pa ito pero ini-mute ko ang notification ko sa kanya.
After minutes of contemplating, I decided to open his message.
6:12 PM
Pards Tangkad: Jgh. Nakauwi ka na?
6:46 PM
Pards Tangkad: Wala ka na ulit signal? Hahaha.
7:05 PM
Pards Tangkad: Pards? Active now naman ang nakalagay. Bakit di mo nas-seen?
7:39 PM
Pards Tangkad: Hey. Galit ka ba? :'(
8:01 PM
Pards Tangkad: Aww. Nakatulog ka yata habang online.
8:03 PM
Pards Tangkad: Hindi mo naman ako iiwasan diba? Hahaha.
8:56 PM
Pards Tangkad: Nakatulog nga yata si baby girl. Okay lang. Pahinga ka po. Hahaha.
9:07 PM
Pards Tangkad: I like you so much bby. Please don't ever doubt that. Sdst. Godbless you. Tutulog na po ako. Goodnight baby girl. See you tomorrow. Mwaaa.
I felt guilty after reading his messages. I'm being unfair. I'm sorry Wes.
But I'm also sure of my feelings.
Gusto ko si Wes. Gustong gusto ko sya.
I sighed in frustration. I really don't know what's wrong with me. Kung bakit ganito ako. Aishhh.
I closed our convo then turned my phone off.
I don't know if I'm ready to take the risk now. But I'll try. I always will.
Babawi ako.
Bukas. Goodnight ..
Baby boy. I like you too. A lot.
And it seriously scares the hell out of me.
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Short ud again. Sorry. Writer's block na ulit is me. Hahaha rip conyo grammar. Wtf. Anyway, hope you still like it guyseu. Please continue to support my babies. Thanks. Love you so much guyseuu!
-cn-ssi ♥♥
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