In Her World(Urban)

Apologize

Later on that day , i got a visit from Keyela.

" Bitch you could have left the baby . Wasnt nothing gone happen to her . I know you smelled weed , but we wasnt smoking . We stopped when i told them you was coming. She would have been fine ." Keyela said high as hell.

"Keyela shut that shit up , you know i dont get down like that. I dont want my children in those type of predicaments. Yo ass is high now. " i say.

"Fuck you okay! I'ont say shit when you fuck for money! I'ont say shit when you sell cocaine and marijuana to pay yo bills! Do i, fuck no ,so you can shut the fuck up talking to me on jasmine." She said aggressively.

I grabbed my gun and began to pistol whip her. I stopped and grabbed her by her neck," Bitch dont you ever ,in your life ,put shit on my best friend . And the shit i do i do it to get by. Bitch i dont fuck for money i set motherfuckers up and take what they got! You wack ass bitch . Dont you ever disrespect me , i will end yo fucking life in ten seconds . Do you understand me?" I snap.

"Im sorry ,Korlin." She said crying . I let her go and watch her face swell up.

" Me too , Now get the fuck out." I let her out and went to check on Elizabeth. Sound asleep in her crib with her fist over her face. I smiled at the sight and walked out.

Korby finally got home and walked to me ," Somebody beat up yo friend.Her shit all fucked up. She looks bad. Calm down she alive. Sh-" i cut him off.

"I did that, shit got way outta hand and i went to far," I say realizing what i did. " I shouldn't have let my emotions get the best of me."

He looked shocked and said," Damn , what happened?"

i explained what happened and then said ,"I need to apologize. I let my emotions go to my head."

He nodded and handed me my phone.

*Keyela: Hello
Ko: Listen , i apologize . I let my emotions get to me and reacted instantly.
*Keyela: I forgive you, and im sorry for saying the stuff i said. I shouldnt have said that.
Ko: I forgive you.

After we apologized to each other we ended the conversation.

"How you feel?" Korby asked me.

"I feel better but it still feel wrong. But it is what it is ." I say walking to check on the baby

" Damn , you aint have to fuck her up like that ." I hear him say behind me.

I ignore his comment and ask," Where you been all day."

" I was out with my dude Kj. I met him the other day." He said .

Kj....thats the little bitch that set jasmine up . I need to see him. I called shay but she didnt answer. Why the hell everytime i call her she dont answer. Something aint right. Shay always answers for me, now she aint . This the second time i done called and she hasnt answered. If she dont call back by tonight im popping up on that ass.

"Korlin! Damn girl ,where yo mind go? I been calling yo name for about three minutes now. " Korby said waving his hand in my face.

" Oh i was thinking , somebody outside," i walk to the door to see Juan ,Shay and Keyela walking towards the porch." Wassup?"

" Damn hoe, how you know we was out here?" Shay asked texting on her phone.

" Bitch shut the fuck up. I know you seen me call yo ass twice. Why you aint answering the phone ?" I ask.

She laughed and said ," Because i was letting Carlos beat it like a drum. And he hit it till my legs went numb."

" Ew bitch, we aint wanna know all that. All you had to say was i was busy with Carlos, who ever that is. Who is he?" I ask.

" Damn inspector Gadget, didnt know i had to tell you every damn thing. But anyway, thats my new boo.
We been talking for about three weeks now. He bought me all the new shit . Michael Kors , Gucci, Louis, Jordan , Puma , Pink. Bitch whatever i want he buy it . He got me spoiled girl." She brags.

I smiled at her ," Dont fall in love now ."

She looked at me with her nose scruntched up," What is love? Im just using the nigga for what he got."

That sounded hell of familiar. Thats exactly what i do, use niggas for what they got . Only difference was , i get paid for it.

" I feel you. Just be careful. What yall standing outside my house for though?i ask leaning in the door way.

" We was coming to ask of you wanted to hoop with us? Well me and Keyela was since Shay dont want too." Juan said .

"I just had a baby , how the hell im gone play basketball? Yall think im stupid , what yall here for ?"i ask looking at them like they were stupid.

" Look , i'ont know what they doing here im just here to chill with you. And i came to talk to you about what i told you in the hospital." Shay said .
I believed her. I move out the way so she could come in the house.

" Man, Juan i told you that shit wasnt gone work. Just say it ." Keyela said .

Juan looked at her and then back at me ," Korlin i see myself being in a relationship with you and i want to be more than yo best friend. Keyela was helping me talk to you, but i got nervous. She told me getting nervous and saying random shit was gone get me snapped on and i see it did. Im feeling you and i wanna be with you." Juan says.

"To be honest you dont even know me. You know of me and you know what i do but you dont know me. Thanks for letting me know your feelings but , i aint feeling you like that." I say being perfectly honest.

Juan would be the last person i'd want to be in a relationship with. He 'll realize later why too.

" You bitch, i just poured my heart out to you and you denied me. See , you bitches dont know a real nigga when you see one . Its an honor to fuck with me. You's a dumb crazy bitch i swear." He whined.

" Boy shut the fuck up with all that whinning. You can not get mad cause i aint trying to fuck with you on that level. And i'll be that dumb crazy bitch, but at the end of the day you'll never find another female bad as i." I say honestly not giving a damn how he feels.

He looked then his face softened," Aye man, i apologize. Its just im really feeling you and should know that. I apologize. You right, i'll never find another female bad as you. I like your style, your hoodness and your attitude that comes off as nonchalant. I apologize Korlin." He said and walked away.

What the hell , we argue then he walks away sad. Juan sad? Oh well.