In Her World(Urban)

Stop Lying

I'm still thinking about when Jeremy said he loved me. Yea I believe it but my heart still aches over how he made me feel. Im not getting in my feelings but the shit hurts.

I told my momma what went on at the party and she told me to just brush it off. But then I explained to her what the situation was. See, Tracey don't like me because Sanseen is her younger sister.

Sanseen died when we were 12 years old.She was 13.. She jumped out in front of the school bus. Tracey claims I'm the reason Sanseen jumped in front of the bus . When in reality the girl got dumped by her boyfriend the day before. Her messy ass momma was calling her a hoe and a slut and other unnecessary stuff. When people tell her that she gets mad and still blames me.

I'm starting not to care.Because she knows the truth she just don't like me and I'll never give a fuck.

My brother is going to watch Keabran tonight since I have to work and my mom is tied up with my uncle.

I made it to work and walked in the back room of the 'pharmacy'.

"KoKo you right on time. KD said you the only one with the merch. So we need that "Cinnamon said to me.

"What he need now, i just gave him 30 bricks and 50 keys.?"I asked going to the stove.

"Heard Dede ,got pregnant by one of her 'clients', and now she can't bring in her merch.,but I don't listen to what these hoes say. " She said shrugging.

I laughed at her. Dede is KD's prostitute bate. She goes out and sale herself to the other 'Kingpins' and then she drugs them and robs them for their merch.

"Oh yea , KD said he needs to see you too. And don't worry I'll tell Kim to watch the stove."She said going out to the back.

KD is my boss and my best seller. He pays me for working here , and he pays me well for my merchandice. But since I'm underage , I give him a little sledge on my sales. I'm still making money though.

I walked in his office," Yea?"

" You got what I need tonight?" He asked. I knew exactly what he was talking about.

"Loud , Kush , and Gas?six bricks each?" I said recited to him .

He nodded multiple times then said ," You got it."

He gave me $50,000

"It was only $36,000. What's the extra?"I asked. I didn't mind but what was it for.

"I know they told you Dede ain't here but posh ain't either .So imma need you to do posh's routine." KD said.

"Oh hell nawl KD , I'm not with that shit." I said being totally honest. I don't see how posh and Dede do it.

" It don't have to be her exact routine , we just need somebody in her place.By you being young , niggas gone pay more," I was silent" I'll give you triple your pay."

"Bet."I said holding my hand out.

He handed me $108,000.
I gave him his murchandise and then I went to get ready.

After I finished posh's routine I did Dede's.

Afterwards, i went back to the trap and did my job.

After all this was done I gathered my money and left. I see y'all are like if you make that much money then why not leave the hood? Well if I leave then where am I going to go? And I'm not about to move my uncle no where. All this money goes to my baby college fund. Mines too. Even though I'm still in High school with a son , I plan on going to college.