In Her World(Urban)

Kandre

After Juan left i looked at Keyela. She shrugged and came in the house. I closed and locked the doors and sat on the couch.

" So whats up?" I asked looking at them.

"Why you diss em like that ko?" Keyela asked .

"She right, he dont know shit about her. And i heard about you Keyela . So is you gay straight or confused?" She asked being straight up with Keyela.

"What you mean you heard about me? Im a lesbian and know that." She said getting defensive.

"Why you lying? I heard you thirsting over Korby. Listen, there is nothing wrong with being bisexual. If you like girls and boys then just own up to it. " i said .

She looked like a deer in head lights. I dont see why im still fooling with this girl.

" No no no, he asked me did i still have feelings for him and i told him no im a lesbian! Thats what happened , i'ont know what the hell y'all talking bout."

I counted to ten in my head then said,"Lower yo voice . And what ever Keyela. Anyway next subject."

As soon as i said that Korby came from the back." Hey Shay ." She spoke back and smiled. Im gone act like i didnt see that look on they face . I looked over to see Keyela damn near turning red.

" Whats wrong Keyela ? Why you turning red?"Shay asked looking at her.

"Fight me now! I hate y'all! Fight me both of yall!" She yells causing Beth to wake up.

" Bitch i already whipped yo ass once." I said calmly going to check on Beth.i put her back to sleep and going back in the living room.

"Bitch fight for what ? Cause you mad over a nigga who obviously aint feeling you like you feeling him. Baby , word of advice, if a nigga dont wont you please dont fight over him." After Shay said that Keyela's face softened.

" I aint feeling him!" She exclaimed.

"Keyela you gotta go. You screaming and being immature . " I said trying to stay sane.

"Fine, dont call me later." She said walking out the door.

"Girl shut'cho ass up." I said locking the door.

" You know what we need to talk about right ?" Shay asked i nodded and sat down.

We began talking when the doorbell rang.I got up to see who it was, Kandre. I opened the hard door and left the screen closed,"What you want?"

"I know he here so just tell him to come on.Korby!" He said trying to look around me.

"If you wake up my child i swear." I said eyeing him.

"You got another child? Hoe." He mumbled.

"Fuck you, you bitch made ass boy." I said calmly.

Korby came out the back and looked at the door. He froze then walked to the door,"What you here for?"

"Bring yo' ass on here.Lil sissy ass boy always running. Wasn't nobody posed to find out about yo buck eyed ass. Always doing stupid shit! You and them ugly ass kids come on!" Kandre said getting loud.

By that time my momma pulled up. She got out the car but the children stayed in except Keabran . He ran up to the porch only to be snatched up by Kandre.

"Put my son down bitch!" I said hitting him with the screen door. I grabbed keabran and placed him in the house.

"Hurry up and go get yo kids."i mumble to korby. He sprinted to go get Alajah and Alijah. He ran back in the house with them in his hands and went into his room.
I told keabran not to move and went outside. I stood over Kandre and dragged him to the side of the house. He was squirming but i had a good grip on him.

I drug him under the house and began to beat him with a pipe. Why? Because he was a threat to my family. Some might say im crazy for my actions , but the voices told me too.

I saw his body become limp and i stopped. I wasnt supposed to kill him i was just supposed to beat him unconscious. Thats what i did. I came from under the house and walked in the house as if nothing happened.

"Korlin , what did you just do?" Shay asked looking concerned.

I smiled," Nothing i wasnt supposed too."

She shook her head ," No , tomorrow morning we are going to a physiatrist. Something not right . Im only saying that because i care."

My smile dropped. I nodded she's right. I do need help. The voice influence me to do things i shouldnt. Like when i hurt Keyela , voices. Shot Jonathan,voices. Beat Kandre, voices. Really the only time i did something that wasnt concerning the voices was when i beat up that daycare lady, that was all me.

" Okay, but that stays between me and you." I said looking at her seriously. She nodded.

"Korlin and Korby Taylor ,what the hell is going on?" Momma asked

" Kandre came back and was being a threat to this family."I explained shortly.

She looked at me tiltes her head and raised her eyebrow. I knew what she meant. I pointed to the floor gestering to under the house. She nodded and walked to her room.

"So....like shes cool with what you just did?" Shay asked .

I shrugged ," I dont know but back to what we were talking about. "

We talked for about an hour then she left. After she left i went to Korby. I smirked at him.

"Why you looking at me like that?" He asked looking at me.

"You know why. You feeling Shay aint you." I said as i start helping him fold his clothes.

"Mane, chill." He said blushing.

"Oouu shit! Korby finna get a girl friend ." I chant over and over being childish.

He started laughing. I stopped chanting then he said ," But she with that nigga Carlton, Carlos , Camo what ever his name is."

" You sound salty there bro. Its okay , you still have a chance." I said keeping it simple.

I wasnt finna tell him she was just using Carlos cause he would have thought she was that kind of girl.
When in reality, Shay one of the realest there is. She just been through alot. Not many people can understand her stories but i do, thats why we are close.

"Listen to me, you got a chance." I said slowly making sure he could understand me.

He nodded and smirked,"Bet."

I looked at him for a minute then said ," Do not make her life a living hell Korby. Shay one of the most loyal people i know , but she will check yo ass if you get it twisted."

He nodded and walked away.

I heard noises under the house and smirked. I walked outside and went under the house. Kandre had woke up. I squated down beside him.

" You remember , back in N.O when we used to play that game Bingo? Well thats my favorite game now ." I said looking at him.

He looked confused and angry,"Fuck you ,crooked ass bitch."

After he made that statement he spat in my face. I grabbed the pipe i beat him with and Beat him until he was dead.

" B , Bitch" i said wiping the spit off my face.

I dug a six feet hole and burried his body.

Bitch.

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