In Her World(Urban)

" Mother Dear"

So my birth mother, Rashella came back. Why ? I dont know i wish she would go back to New Orleans .

"Korlin!" She yelled my name in her thick accent.

"Why you yelling?" I asked calmly. We had just came back from the hospital. Keabran was resting in his room.

" You aint said nothing to me since i been here . Whats the problem?Talk to me." She urged.

"We aint got nothing to talk about." I said walking in the kitchen to do the dishes.

I heard her foot steps behind me. I mentally rolled my eyes and began washing the dishes.

" I know you didnt just walk away from me while im talking to yo ass." She said getting hostile.

I ignored her and continued to wash the dishes.

I felt a blow to my back. I didnt flinch because im used to her putting her hands on me. I never turned around, i kept washing the dishes. She punched me again but this time in my shoulder.

I gripped the knife that i was washing off.All the shit she ever did to me came to mind. Like the time she stabbed me in my side and left me for dead at the age of three. Like the time she held me under my bath water so i could drown. Like the time she decided to bring her nappy headed ass back in my life and put her hands on me.I took a deep breath and let it go.

I looked over my shoulder and said," Keep your hands off me please."

"Bitch fuck you! Im yo momma and you gone respect me!" She spat back.

I bit my tongue. There was hell of shit i could have said. I choose to keep quiet to spare her feelings. Even though she wasnt giving two shits about mine. Fuck it im done .

" With all disrespect, Fuck you." I said looking her in her face.

She raised her hand to slap me when Resi, MY MOMMA, grabbed her wrist.

" I wish upon a thousand stars, that you hit her again. Rashella , i done watched you sit up here and hit this child and she aint did nothing to you. Now you hit her again and see what happen."

"Resi shut yo old ass up. The only reason you taking care of her hoe ass is cause yo ass couldnt have no more kids after Jalil. Yea i said it. You begged me to let you get her. I didnt give a fuck so i let you get her. I knew she was a hoe at the age of three. Her and that lil bitch K- " She ranted before i cut her off.

" Bitch shut the fuck up , damn. If you dont give a shit about me then why is you here? And if im a hoe then why is you steady trying to talk to my hoe ass? And bitch you the one had seven abortions. Yea i know you aborted yo children. You tried to abort me and Korby but when you couldnt you tried to kill us after we were born. Yea we remember all that shit. Even though we was separated at birth , yo triflin' ass did the same thing to him as you did to me." I spat at her causing her too look at me crazy.

" You dont know shit! Shut the fuck up." She yelled pointing her finger in my face.

Thats something i hate with a passion. Pointing your finger in my face will get you killed , im not even playing.

"Rashella , get yo finger out my damn face before i skin yo motherfucking face off." I said quietly but deadly.

"Do it then you lil bitch." She said quietly stepping closer to me.

I smirked ," Na shawty, you'd like that."

I laughed and walked away from her dumb ass. This shit finna be interesting.

I walked in Keabrans room to find him wide awake sitting up in his bed.

"Whats wrong man? You hurting?" I asked sitting on the end of his bed.

"Mommy who is that woman? She scare me. Can she leave?" He asked.

"Thats just Rashella. She'll be here a few days. Hopefully she...nevermind. Look over that woman okay." I explain

He nodded and laid back down. I kissed his head and went to my room. I saw something out the corner of my eye. I ignored it . Im thinking it was my mind playing tricks on me. I then heard footsteps coming closer to me. I turned around to see Rashella holding Resi's old shotgun.

I smirked at the sight. " What you gone do with that thang? You gone shoot me? Do it." I said smirking.

She shot the gun ,it jammed. I laughed and snatched the gun from her. I hit her in the head with the gun hard enough to knock her out.
" Take yo goofy ass to sleep."

I left her there and went to go take a shower.

**
I got out the shower two hours later . I walked out and put on a long sleeve white button down shirt and skinny jeans and white flats. I just brushed my hair into a bun and put on a white head ban. I walked to Keabrans room and got him dressed.

" Where you taking that baby? Let him rest. I'll watch him." Resi said walking over taking Keabrans clothes back off.

Just gone strip my baby like that.

I laughed and nodded,"Okay momma . Im just going to hang with Bre and go look at some movies or something."

"Well man man needs his rest so you can take MaBria but leave him." She said.

I thought of Jasmine and smiled.I went to get Elizabeth ready.

I walked in my room and peeked in the crib. She was laying there cooing at nothing. I saw her laugh so hard her gums showed. I smiled at the sight. They say babies see angels, i guess thats what or who she was smiling at.

"Hey mama. You ready to go see tete Bre?" I spoke to Elizabeth in a baby voice ,she smiled and cooed back."For real girl? What else happened?" I asked changing her and putting her clothes on.

I put her in a black onesie with her cheetah print tights and black socks. I placed her in her car seat and walked out my room.

"Somebody outside for you." Korby said while walking to his room.

I walked out the door and locked the door. I looked to find Juan leaning on my car.

"Wassup ma?" He asked as i walked to the car.

"Sup pa? What you doing here?" I locked Elizabeth's carseat in and then closed the door.

I walked to Juan and looked up at him. " You so damn beautiful."

I smiled at him and wrapped my arms around his neck hugging him. He wrapped his arms around my waist hugging me back.

"Where you headed to?" He asked looking down at me.

"Im going to meet Bre and our dead friend Jasmine's old house." I said causing him to freeze up.

Yea, that way nigga. I didnt forget that he was my bestfriends killer. I also didnt forget to retaliate neither. Im just waiting on the right moment.

"How she die?" He asked in a fake ass concerned voice.

"Some stupid motherfucker killed her," I said keeping it short and simple." Look, i gotta go ill talk to you later." I finished getting in the car driving off.

My mind began to race so i just left.

"Yo day coming son , believe that."