Hidden Scars

Don't Leave Me Alone

Seungri sat at the park and look at his hand when actually his mind was thinking.

'Where is Jiyong hyung going?What happen?He won't leave me here alone for something not important.I know him too well.Why?'

Seungri thought sadly and suddenly a few drops of water fall on his palm.The day was raining.Seungri was about to run to the shelter,but then he was to mesmerized with the view.The rain that fall on the ground look specially beautiful.The world seems move slower then its actually.Seungri saw parents running with their children.He also saw a boyfriend that use his expensive coat to cover up his girlfriend and guide she to their car to avoid her girlfriend got hurt.Seungri sigh when he know nobody here to save him from the rain.

'I'm always lonely.Why did Jiyong always hurt him like this?And why did he so stupid not to hate him anymore?Why did love get so blind like this?'

Suddenly an umbrella cover him up from the rain.

"Maknae?Why aren't you at any shelter.Gosh you will get fever like this." Youngbae quickly hold his hand and drag both of their body to shelter place.Luckily it was raining,so Youngbae wouldn't know that Seungri was actually crying.Youngbae let Seungri sit inside the van first the he get in.

"Please turn on the heater Hyungnim.Maknae is freezing.." Youngbae ask when he saw Seungri shaking.He bring out a towel from his bag and wipe Seungri hair to avoid he get headaches due to the wet hair.Seungri just look down.He don't want Youngbae to look at his red eyes.But Youngbae was far more experience then him.

"You were crying there right?" He ask bluntly.
"Ani..aniya hyung...Haish..What are you talking about?Haha.." Seungri try to laugh but it came out weird.
"You know,you are terribly bad in lying." He said which make Seungri smile dissapear and he look away.
"Jiyong said he was really sorry to leave you alone.He had something important coming up." Youngbae said wiping Seungri hand and then he stop.
"Are you sad because Jiyong left you alone there?Maknae?" Youngbae ask curiously.
"Nothing hyung." Seungri reply hopely Youngbae would stop questioning.

Youngbae as understanding hyung ever just smile and patt Seungri head.Then both of them heading to their apartment.As they reach the apartment,Seungri walk to his room avoid any converstaion with Top or  Daesung that were left dumbfounded there with their question.Youngbae came in and got bomb with that questions.

"Youngbae?What happen?Why isn't Ri answering us?" Top ask worriedly.
"He even just look down and walk fast by us.Is everything ok?" Daesung ask.
"Nothing..Just Ji left him at the park alone.Maybe he felt left out something." Youngbae reply after putting his shoe in the shoe rack.Top and Daesung look at each other.

"Would he be alright?You know...He look like in a really bad mood." Top ask worriedly.Youngbae just smile.
"Don't worry.I will check on him later." Youngbae walk to his room to change his clothes that also got wet.

In Seungri and Jiyong room,Seungri was heading to the bath tub in the bathroom and relaxed himself in the hot warm water.Msybe the steam get into his eyes which make tears fall down again.

'Haish...Why am i even crying for?Not like Ji go anywhere and left me forever.' Seungri shrug of the thought and get done with the bath.Right when he want to step out from the tub,suddenly he eyes become black and suddenly he lost stability and fall back in the bath tub which resulted a loud shout.

"Arhhh!!" Youngbae that was about to knock the door run into the room and went to the bathroom door worry.

"Yah!Maknae?!Are you okey?!Yah??" Youngbae asking while his hand knocking the door and holding the knob.

"Hyung...Hyung...help me..." Seungri said in tears which give Youngbae no more time to thinks he push the door open to reveal Seungri in the bath tub and the water become red because his head was bleeding.

"Yah??!" Youngbae quickly hug him and bring him out from the bath tub.He pulled the towel and wrap it around Seungri body,then bring him up in bridal style to the bed in the room.Top that heard the noise from the living room came to ask what happen and was shocked to see Youngbae hand full with blood track and Seungri that was crying.

"I'm sorry hyung...I'm really sorry...I never mean to bring trouble.." Seungri cry more and more when Youngbae wrap his head tp avoid more blood coming out.
"Bae?What happen?!Why is Ri bleeding?!" Top run to Seungri and hug him to make him feel that it was ok.

"I think he fall in the bath tub.Maybe slip or something.Hyung call the Doctor Kim please.I'm worry." Youngbae said then Top slowly let go of Seungri and call their private doctor to come and check on Seungri.

"Hyung..I'm sleepy.." Suddenly Seungri said and lost his conscious.
"Ri?" Top shake his body lightly.
"Ri?!" Top shake a bit rough.
"Its ok hyung.Just lay him on the bed and get some tshirt and trouser for him before the doctor get here." They done dressing him up and then the doctor arrived to check on Seungri.

"Don't worry.Ri just lost some blood and fall sleep because his body felt tired.He even get fever."
"Is it high doctor?" Youngbae ask.
"38.5°C but it can get higher if not treated." Youngbae and Top gasp.They know they will be done by Jiyong if he know what happen to maknae today.The doctor give them a medicines for Seungri,they thank him and then the doctor left them.

"Its ok hyung.I can take care of him tonight." Youngbae said.
"Isn't Jiyong coming home tonight?" Top ask curiously.
"He message me that he can't settle it yet." Both of them sigh.Top then smile and walk to his room to continue his sleep with Daesung.

"Call me if you need any help or anything ok Bae?" Top said before he close the door.
Youngbae walk into the room and look at Seungri that was sleeping but somehow having nightmare.

"Leave me....Leave me...Help...." Seungri mumble when his head turning left and right violently.Youngbae quickly run to him and hug him.He saw that Seungri was crying in his sleep.

"Shhhhh...Sleep maknae..Its ok hyung here alright?Shhh....." Youngbae whisper in his ears which make Seungri stop whimpering and move more closer to him and the Youngbae hug him tightly.

"Sleep tight...Maknae.." Youngbae said when he also drove to sleep.

TO BE CONTINUED.