Hidden Scars

Flash To The Back

They look at the pale face of Seungri dead body.

"Seungri!!Maknae!!Oh my god hyung!" Daesung shout histerically hugging Seungri body shaking it.

"Ri!?Ri?!Wake up!!Wake up please!!We gonna hug you as much as you want!Please wake up!" Daesung said crying crazily when he remember how sad Seungri asking them for hug yesterday.

"Seungri..Hyung..So sorry.." Top said crying holding the cold hand of his.

"Hyung fail to protect you..I'm so sorry.." He said crying hard.

Youngbae walk slowly to the body then he look at the face.Calm.Happy.That all was wrote down on Seungri face.

"So this is why you said you will forgive us..We are so sorry maknae..For hurting and leaving you hurting alone..We are really the most terrible hyung in the world..I'm so sorry..I failed to protect you..as how i promise you the first time you came to our house.I'm really sorry.."

Flashback.
Today,Yang Hyun Suk bring little Seungri that he found at a orphanage to Big Bang home.Seungri was like a statue.He not talking and making any emotion at all.

Just keep crying and keep himself far away from others.Youngbae goes talk to YG about it.

"Is him ok?" He ask worry.
"He just lost his parents in car accident.Maybe he still feel shock." He said looking down.Then Youngbae look back at little Seungri that was now sitting on the floor hugging his knees near his chest crying.

Youngbae then make a move.He walk slowly to the young boy and bend his body to sit on the floor and Seungri distance himself away from Youngbae.

"Hye little boy...Wanna play with hyung?" He ask smiling dearly to the boy but his face show that he really scared.

"Why?Hyung not a bad guy." Youngbae said pretending tough.

"My..Mum and..Dad said don't went near unknown people...Stay..with them..But..Now they aren't..Here anymore." Seungri said the hug himself even tighter feeling scared.

Youngbae feel tears on his face threatening to fall but he try hard to show that smile of him.

"Hyung..will protect you alright?I will buy you everything you want." Youngbae said try to reach the small boy but out of nowhere Daesung enter the scene as he was watching how hard Youngbae try to console the boy.

"Don't worry..I will cook everything you want.And will play with you in the bath." Daesung said squatting on the floor smiling at the boy too.

Youngbae then offer his hand toward the boy and finally he try to reach his hand and as soon as they locked together he pulled Seungri into his embrace and hug the boy.Giving him motivation and trust he need.Daesung just pat on his head and for the first time he saw that tiny smile on little Seungri face.

End of flashback.

Seungri body was pushed to the dead room.And were left until tommorow before the funeral.All of them try hard to inform everyone that know Seungri and help them to did the funeral.Many people send condolences and many too came to help them face this things.

Seungri funeral went clear.He was now forever can't be seen.Nobody can saw that smile of his anymore.That laugh of his cute tiny voice.The face he did when he worried and his cute sulking face.No more all of that.Big Bang members were now at the hospital waiting for Jiyong to wake up after the surgery.

"Hyung...Maybe this karma from God for us..Cause we didn't take care of him properly..We failed..Isn't it hyung?" Daesung said sad knowing Seungri was now forever gone.

"Do you remember when  first time he saw Top hyung??" Daesung ask and Top and Youngbae just smile remember that cute day.

Flashback.

Today,Top was done helping Se7en with his solo tours and now coming back.As soon as he reach the door and open it,it reveal little Seungri on the couch alone cause Jiyong is sleeping,Youngbae is at the studio,and Daesung is making something for that baby boy.

"Seungri!!" Top said smiling and running toward the boy but Seungri quickly jump off from the sofa and fall on the floor.

"Huawwaaaahhhhh..." Seungri cry loud which make the whole house heard it.Daesung running toward the living room and quickly hug Seungri that was crying hard.

"Hyung!!What did you just do!" Daesung scold him.

"What??I just want a hug from this new cute boy." Top said can't take the cuteness of Seungri chubby cheeks.

"Oh God..He just first time seeing you!He was scared with new people..Try to do it slowly can you!See you scared him!" He said then patting Seungri that now was hiccuping cutely after the cry.

"Oh my gosh!Look at that cute face!!Daesung I'm sorry I can't!!He is too adoreable!" Top said then pinch both cheeks of Seungri then run away to his room fast.

"Yah!!Choi Seung Hyun!" Daesung shout angry.

End of flashback.

Top was smiling..Remembering how precious those memories of Seungri..The happy Seungri...the healthy Seungri..

They then sigh then suddenly the bed of Jiyong was make sound and they look at the bed to found Jiyong was already awake and try to move.

Youngbae quickly run to the bed and put himself to bed back.

"Sleep Jiyong.You need lots of rest." Youngbae said.

"Why..Why is everyone..wearing all black?..who die?" Jiyong ask and all of them become like a statue.

They can't tell Jiyong about Seungri yet.He can't be stress until he recover.

"We go to the funeral for your donater.He die." Top said try to look around.Avoid the tears.

"Oh my...I don't even get to know the face..Did you find his family?" Jiyong ask.

"He is orphan.No siblings." Youngbae said smile sad.

"Ow..Thats bad..I really hope we can take him as out baby boy." He said.

'He is our baby boy Jiyong..He is..' Youngbae thought in his mind.

"Do you feel better hyung?" Daesung ask changing the topic.

"Yeah..I feel..So nice to look at the nature back..To have the second chance looking at you guys...And the heart..It was beating so hard..and healthy...This person is angel..He was really clear and nice.." Jiyong said touching his heart slowly.

'Those eyes that looking at us somehow like Seungri looking at us..It make us feel...So sad..the look of his eyes somehow show how his actual feelings' Daesung thought.

After doctor Hyuna came in to check on Jiyong time by time and many people came to visit him.But all of them promise not to tell anything about Seungri dead.Its still a secret.Until he fully recover.Nana was now at Japan doing modelling.She and Jiyong break up cause she say she had another guy,and she was tired of Jiyong.Jiyong was sad for a week..But then everyone help try to cheer him up and he was back happy.Everytime taking care of Jiyong feel like they was missing something.

It doesn't feel complete with four people.The mood maker was not here anymore.Tommorow was the day Jiyong will be out of the hospital which mean they need to tell him the truth about Seungri tommorow.And theywas really scared on how Jiyong will take the news.They just can pray for the best.

TO BE CONTINUED.