Hidden Scars

Strong Heart

As Youngbae lay Jiyong on the bed,he walk out to meet Seungri that was hugging his ownself.Just when Youngbae touch his shoulder,he flinch which make Seungri even Youngbae shock with the response.

"Ah.ah...sorry hyung..I though ghost just now..." Seungri reply stammering on his words.Youngbae sat beside Seungri and start to sort things out.

"We had to tell Jiyong." Youngbae spoke.
"What?" Seungri ask worry.
"About him going crazy and act crazy toward you.I had enough Seungri.I don't want it become worse until.."
"Rape." Seungri talk the last word with lower voice but enough to hear.
"Jiyong won't do something like that.He just get a bit touchy when he drunk." Seungri try hard to protect Jiyong from getting the blame.
"But he isn't with me." Youngbae said.
"Maybe he choose who to get touchy with.." Seungri came out with such a nonsense statement.
"And weirdly he choose you.A guy." Seungri heart stop a beat.
"Is Jiyong...Gay?" Youngbae thinking deeply.
"He can't be right?Because he is with Kiko noona." Seungri reply cautiously.
"Thats did not mean he is straight." Youngbae said.
"Hyung...Just forget this...Let's just keep this a secret alright?Its better for us not to get awkward.Better for the group either." Seungri plead and he don't know how many times more he need to did this to cover things up.Youngbae sigh.

'Jiyong...be grateful you had such understanding maknae like Ri...If you are not...then i would like to kill you for him.' Youngbae thought.

"Then....sleep tight.Good night maknae." Youngbae steps stop when Seungri pulled the bit of his shirt.He turned around to meet unsure maknae face.

"Hy..hyung...can i...sleep with you...Tonight?" Seungri ask and Youngbae just nodded.Both of them walk to the room and have a rest after this hectic day.

The next day,Jiyong wake up to a painful headache.

'Argh....just how much did I drink yesterday?' He cursed to himself and groan as the pain did not fading away.He suddenly run to the toilet bowl and vomit out all the liquor he was drinking yesterday.His neck are sore and chest was burning.He know..This gonna be a really really long day.Suddenly someone patting his back lightly he turn around to meet his one and only maknae,that was always there to help him with anything.

"Feeling better hyung?" Seungri ask smiling as nothing happen yesterday.
"I feel extremely bad Ri." Jiyong reply.
"Who told you to drink so much Hyung...Aigoo..." Seungri help Jiyong to the bed again and offer him the hangover pills.
"Thank you Seungri..." Jiyong smile and thanks him.

After an hour of getting scold from Youngbae about what happen at the club and how Jiyong was so careless,Seungri walk in the room again to meet with the guy he missed so much.

"Haish....I hate Bae so much..He always nagging like my mom you know." Jiyong sulking at his bestfriend and Seungri just laugh at the cuteness.
"Why?" Jiyong ask curious.
"Hyung look cute like that..." Jiyong chuckle.

Seungri sat on the bed and try to start the conversation back.
"So...How did you get back with Kiko noona?" Seungri ask looking at his palm.

"It just...she regret what she had done to me..And I think maybe its time to end the pain for both of us isn't it?" Jiyong said smiling.

"Are you going to leave me alone again everynight hyung?" Seungri ask shyly.

Jiyong look at him,laugh and ruffling his hair making the younger bow down his head like a cute puppy.

"What are you going to do if i get married ah maknae??Aigoo...."

Seungri just smile but in his heart was throbbing painfully hearing the word married.He don't even wanna imagine what will happen if Jiyong really get married.His don't know how he have to act with his wife and make sure he don't hate her.Just by thinking of it make Seungri feel dizzy.

Maybe he should just confess.Before everything gets too late,maybe he need to confess.Maybe the rejection will be extremely hurt,but its better than hiding this feeling until he die.

"Hyung...Can I say something?" Seungri make himself brave to tell him.

"Yeah maknae?" Jiyong ask.

"Actually...I.." Suddenly Jiyong phone ringing which make the older quickly pick it up and smile when he saw the caller ID.

"Yeoboseyo baby..How are you doing?" He ask cheerfully and Seungri know he had been the second choice for Jiyong to give attention now.

"Are you having hangover too?" Jiyong ask caringly.

"Aigoo...we drinks too much yesyerday baby..Luckily we get home fast."

"Oo..araso.Take care okey baby.I love you..Muah" Jiyong kiss the phone then ended up the call.He look to Seungri that was now completely feeling sad and hurt.But Jiyong didn't see it.

"What is it that you said you want to tell me just now maknae?" Seungri now thinking back and he had made a decision.

'He won't look at me.No matter what ever i did.It will never change the fact that he won't look at me.Seungri...Please keep the tears from falling...please..don't look weak infront of him.At least not now..' Seungri try hard to avoid the tears falling down and as he did it he just bring up his face to face Jiyong and smile.

"Nothing hyung." He smile but deep inside he was crying.His heart was broken.Seungri just smile and excuse himself from the room and walk out to their balcony.

"Waeyo....Waeyo.....why is this things always happen??Why is loving Jiyong is this hard?Why can't two guys just fall in love like other human?Why are God doing this to me???"

Seungri talking to himself and crying at the corridor.

"So thats why you always care about Jiyong..Seungri?" Seungri eyes popped out when he heard a voice.He turn around and...

TO BE CONTINUED.