Hidden Scars

Gone

In previous chapter Seungri got raped.Ok thats it.Continue,Seungri try to stand up and he feel so hurt in his whole body,he feel so disgusting with himself he pick all his clothes back then wear all of them then walk to the bathroom.He desperately take the blade he hide and cut his right hand.So many cuts.Seungri was punnishing himself for giving up his body to Jiyong.He hate knowing Jiyong had take the most valueable things in him.He had nothing.He was useless.Freak.

Seungri keep on cutting not even feel hurt to the cuts cause what he was feeling in his hear was far more hurt then anything.Seungri then wash away the cuts bandage it then walk out rushingly not bother to clean up the bloody bathroom.

He pack all his things.Mostly everything.He the write a letter then put it neatly on Youngbae bed in his room.Seungri heart feel so miserable.He don't know what to do.He can't face Jiyong anymore.He feel so disgusting with himself.

With a broken heart Seungri left the house without knowing that will be the last time he saw the home.His last home.

"God...I left Seungri for too long..He might be sleeping...what if he was getting sick badly?" Youngbae was thinking worriedly when he was wobbling at the door to open it with the keys.As soon as he enter the apartment,he put his things on the table at the living room and then rushing to Seungri bedroom.

"Seungri?Hyung is back.Sorry..I'm..." Youngbae stop talking at he found no one in the room.He try to look around then he push the bathroom door and shock to dead to saw the floor was full of blood and there was blade in the trash can.

Youngbae panic try to search for Seungri all around the house.But as soon as he walk into his room,he found the letter and he quickly open it.

Dear hyung,
I'm so sorry hyung.I don't think I can do this anymore.The pain was too much.The scar was tearing up.The love was rebuilding.I'm so sorry.Thank you hyung.Thank you for being there until today,thank you so much for replacing the place for my mother  without any condition taking care of me.Please do thank Daesung hyung for all the food he used to cook for me.Tell him everything was delicious.Tell Top hyung I hope he will do well in his drama.Tell Jiyong hyung,I hope he will do well with his future wife,Nana.Hyung,I'm so sorry for backing off cowardly like this.But,i am no used here.I am dying hyung.Nobody need me.Today is the last day of me being a maknae of Big Bang.Hyung,let just say goodbye this way cause you can still keep thinking i'm still alive even if i was not already.Please take care of Big Bang for me.Sorry for leaving everyone this soon.Saranghae hyung.

From:Lee Seung Hyun.

Youngbae was too shock.He can't believe it.He can't believe Seungri really left all of them just like this.He quickly call Daesung and telling him about all this and telling him to informed everyone and start to search for Seungri.

As soon as Top heard that news he quickly fly back to Korea in the next flight cause he was so shock that Seungri really left them.

Youngbae try to call Seungri numerous time but Seungri was smart enough to turn off the phone.

"Seungri!!Where are you going!?You are sick!Come back please!!" Youngbae shout crying worry about Seungri.He was having brain tumor at stage three and he was all alone now.Youngbae run to YG entertainment as soon as he get the phone call from him when YG can't reach Jiyong.

As soon as he reach the office,YG show him a letter of Seungri.Resignation letter.Yes.Seungri was not playing with him on the rainy day.He really mean what he said.

Everyone try their hard to find where he go but no one get any clue.Daeung on the other way went to Nana apartment to meet Jiyong personally.

"Eh?Daesung?What happen that make you come here?" Jiyong ask Daesung that sweating.

"Seungri!Seungri left all of us!" Daesung said crying.

"What..what do you mean?" Jiyong slowly get the point and somehow feel a bit worry.

"He left a letter at Youngbae hyung room and resignation letter at YG!Hyung!What should we do now!?Nobody can contact him.His phone is off!" Daesung shake him crying.

Jiyong suddenly feel bad that he did that to Seungri.

'I..I just want to give him a lesson..Maybe..Maybe thats too much?I don't think so.' Jiyong thought while trying to figure out where could Seungri go.He had no family.No clue!

On the other side that was chaotic,Seungri was inside a train to Busan(Haha...I got you there readers ●♡●) hiding under his sweater.He don't know where to go.What he know,he just want to go far away from all of the Big Bang members and die unknown.

TO BE CONTINUED.

A/N OKOK I'M REACHING THERE GUYS.5 CHAPTERS TO GO.