Hidden Scars

Miss You

Seungri eyes flutter open as he feel his body was moving.He saw a white wall around as soon as he saw nurse he know he was at the hospital.As he try to wake up one of the nurse stop him.

"Sir..Please don't move.Stay calm..You will go on your first chemotheraphy alright?We will call your guardian here to accompany you okey?" That nurse suggest an idea to make Seungri feel at ease.When Youngbae and Daesung came in,they qucikly rush to Seungri and hold his hand.

"Maknae..We are here alright?We support you..Please don't worry and relax ok?Hyung is here to protect you." Youngbae said and kiss Seungri forehead then he let Daesung to say something to maknae.

"Maknae...I..I already know about it..Don't worry..We are here to support you ok?" Then a tears rolling from the corner of Seungri eyes and Daesung wipe it away.

The doctor slowly put through a needle in his vein on the other side of his hand make Seungri move a bit.

"Hy...Hyung...H..Hur..Hurt.." Seungri whimper under his gas mask and Daesung just hugging his body while Youngbae holding his hand.Both of them know very well how Seungri hate needle.

After two hours of the treatment,Seungri was move to VVIP room as request from Youngbae.Daesung went home to take a few of his and Youngbae things cause they will spend a few days at the hospital with maknae.

Youngbae take care of maknae at the hospital until suddenly he wake up again and look around.

"Maknae..U awake?Want some water?" Youngbae offer and Seungri drink it.

"Ri?Are you ok?" Youngbae ask as he put the empty mug on the table.

"Hyung..I..I didn't do it.I swear hyung.I swear...It wasn't me.." Seungri cry telling at Youngbae.

"Shh...I know..I know...You didn't do it..I know...My maknae wont do something like that...Shh...Its ok.." Youngbae soothing Seungri that was crying in his embrace.

'Ri..I really hope we can find any evidence to show Jiyong..He hate you so much now Seungri..What should I do?' Youngbae thought sadly while hugging Seungri.

As Daesung arrived,Youngbae and Daesung take their turn to look over Seungri.After what happen,both of them realize Seungri behaviour is changing.He stop talking.He refuse to eat until he need to have the IV drop cause he was so weak but then he still refuse to eat at all.Smile?They even forget when the last time he smile.

"Ri..Stop being like this...We are really worry.." Daesung cry as today the fourth day Seungri still refuse to eat anything and he just stare at the window.

"Ri..Please..Don't punnish yourself like this." Daesung cry looking at Seungri.It so hurt to see their maknae that before this was the heartwarming and happy baby panda was now like a human not alive just breathing.

Jiyong on the other side is taking care of Nana who is seems already ok with everything.He refuse to come back to their apartment.Top flew to London for his new movie that he accept gladly to run away from all this situation.

Today,the day Seungri can finally discharged from the hospital but he still need care and attention of other to make sure he doesn't overworked his body.

"Seungri..We are going home.Aren't you happy?" Youngbae ask while they are pushing the wheelchair for Seungri but he just look around lifelessly.

On their way back to their apartment,they saw a park and they told the driver to stop.Youngbae whisper to Daesung and suddenly both of them laughing.

"Riri...We stop here for a while?" Daesung said and Seungri just nodded and slide open the door to reveal a park and................cotton candy.

Seungri eyes suddenly shining and he turn around to see his hyung.

"You see what I see Ri?" Youngbae smirk and for the first time he saw Seungri smiling and it feel so...so soothing at his heart.

"Cotton candy!!!!!" Seungri,Daesung and Youngbae shout together then Seungri run to the seller while Youngbae and Daesung laughing with each other looking at how cute Seungri behave for cotton candy.

"Hyung..If i know it soon,i will bought it everyday when we are at the hospital." Daesung said.

"Yeah..even i just remember about it just now.Stupid head." Youngbae said the pass the money to the seller.

Three of them walk around the park accompany Seungri taking freash air after out from the hospital smell.

But then Seungri suddenly stop his steps and he smile drop.Youngbae and Daesung also suddenly stop laughing and look at Seungri statue infront.

"Ri?What.." Youngbae stop Daesung and point to a place.

Crap.Bringing Seungri to this side was ultimately bad idea.Jiyong and Nana was here at the riverside talking to each other and laughing and as the sunset going down they were kissing infront of Seungri eyes behind them.

Daesung quickly block Seungri eyes from looking it with his hand.

"Don't look at it Ri.It will just tear the scar." Youngbae said.

"I..I was so out of point right hyung?I really...Really want to dissapear." Seungri said  looking down but then Youngbae and Daesung lead him back to the car and they went back to the apartment.

It feel so cold inside.Nobody stay at it while Seungri was at the hospital so its kinda dusty.Seungri open the door to his and Jiyong room slowly and just be greet by darkness.

"Ri..Rest first..I'll do the dinner in short time ok?" Daesung said patting Seungri shoulder and he just nodded weakly.

Seungri walk in and look around.This room was exactly how he left that night.Nothing change.

He walk over to a side table to their bed and pick a picture.He and Jiyong smiling in each other embrace.Seungri look at the picture and feel his heart hurt so much.

'Jiyong hyung..I love you so much..Hyung...why?Why did all this have to happen?Hyung...I miss you..Why didn't you came to the hospital hyung...I miss you so much..Hyung...can we just be happy?At least until the last day of my breathe?Hyung...I'm dying hyung...I will go away..Just for a short time..I want to feel your love and presence..Hyung..Please i miss you but my time getting shorter.Hyung...It so hurt.This love..so hurt..' Seungri though hugging the picture and thinking about his tumor.

"Maybe,this tumor is a sign from God telling me that my love can't never be true.He is punnishing me.I miss you hyung.." Seungri then cry himself to sleep.Alone.

TO BE CONTINUED.

A/N HEHEHE AUTHOR BEING ULTIMATELY CRUEL.JUST DON'T KILL MEEE 😅😅😅