Hidden Scars

Mind Killer

Youngbae walk in his room and make sure to lock the door before he make the call.

"Yeoboseyo?Jiyong ah?" Youngbae said.
"Yeah Bae?Why?" Jiyong answer.
"You won't come back to our apartment?" There is a long silence.
"Ji..Please...forgive him..Maybe he was high that time..Just give him second chance please.." Youngbae plead.
"Bae..You know..He freaking touch my girlfriend.What do you feel if he touch Hyorin that way?Must angry right?" Jiyong reply sound hurt.
"But Jiy..Please..He is reflecting..He is changing so much.I don't even know who he is anymore.He seem like another person." Youngbae said sound worry.
"I'll try to come home.But,if I feel so like killing him,i'm gonna go out back." Jiyong said and Youngbae agree the ended the phone call.

'Jiyong..Please..He need you so much he is falling.Just stay..Stay until his last breathe..Please.' Youngbae said while burst crying while sitting on his bed.

He feel so sad and like a failed whrn the doctor said things that they found in Seungri body decrease the amount of imunine in his body which make Seungri become weaker and his tumor suddenly fall to stage four.He left only four months to keep.But,in Youngbae heart,he still want to keep a little hope.A hope that Seungri will be better and healthy if they take care of him carefully.

He try to calm himself then walk out again to help Daesung at the kitchen.

Then suddenly they heard the door open and there is Jiyong came back home.Daesung and Youngbae just smile at him and he just nodded then walk to their room.He breathe calmly before twisting the knob and walk in.He then saw Seungri sleeping with a picture of them in his heart.

Jiyong ignore it cause he want to ig ore Seungri and never take care of him anymore.He put his bag down and slide out the rings and accesories he wear then put it on the table.Suddenly he heard a whimper.

"Help...Help...Its hot...Help!" Seungri shaking his head violently but Jiyong feel like he want to ignore it.He hate Seungri so much to the point he don't care.But then,Seungri breathe become in a fast pace and his hand start to struggling and face starting to get pale.

'Shit.' Jiyong cursed and run to Seungri and shaking him violently.

"Ri!Seungri wake up!" He try to make him awake but his asthma is getting worsen.

"Ri!!" He shout then suddenly Seungri open his eyes and breathe deeply like he just saw a ghost.

Breathe whimpering can be heard in the room.

"You..You are back hyung?" Seungri ask stuttering.

"Yeah.Be grateful I can still manage not to kill you now.From now on keep a distance away from me.I don't want to have you even one metre near me.Fuck off." Jiyong said harshly which like a knife stab through Seungri heart but he just answer it with "Yes hyung.".Jiyong then walk outside to the dining room to have a dinner and after a minute Seungri walk out too.

The situation at the table seems so awkward.Youngbae look around and decide to start a conversation.

"When will we do a comeback Jiyong?" He ask.

"I'm writing a few songs for group and my solo.We can decide it when i finish.But i more prefer to do my solo now." He said.

"Why solo first?" Youngbae ask him to keep going on the conversation.

"Because I want to avoid workig with someone I hate so much or even breathing in the same air in the recording room.So i want to avoid it as much as I can." Youngbae glare at Jiyong and Seungri just look down and suddenly he decide to go to the room.

"Sit down and eat.I'm not cruel to let you starving yourself.Like how cruel you do that to my girlfriend." Jiyong said coldly then stand up and walk to the balcony leaving three of them speechless.

"Seungri..Eat more..Your look like a wood.Not good." Daesung plead Seungri but he just show a fake smile that anyone can guess.

"Its ok hyung.I'm full." Seungri said then walk into the room and left Youngbae and Daesung staring at their food.

"What should we do with this two hyung?" Daesung ask worry.

"Jiyong is killing Seungri mind with his word but we can't blame him either.I'm so stress." Youngbae hit his head with his hand.

'Will we be able to stay strong and keep together like this?Will Big Bang stay the same after this?' Daesung thought sadly as he was washing the plates at the sink.

In the room,Seungri was crying in mess,blaming himself,telling his mind how stupid he is for going there that night.If he didn't go all this mess won't happen.He and Jiyong will just be in good terms.

'Why?Why did I go?!' Seungri hit his head to the wall and as an effect his mind feel spinning for a second.

'I'm so useless.What do I even give to this group?I'm just a blackhole here.I thought of keep the grouo together but I am the one who ruining them.I'm the one who should receive the punnisment.' Seungri declare then walk to the bathroom and open the cupboard and .......

TO BE CONTINUED.