Hidden Scars

Over Heard

Seungri was lost in words when he saw Top,Youngbae and Daesung at the balcony door looking at him.

"Hyung...It not like that.." Seungri shaking.He was really scared that all of them will know that he really like Jiyong in terms of couple.

"I had told you before isn't it Bae?" Top said smirking at Youngbae.

"And I already discovered it the moment maknae cry in the van." Youngbae said back.

"Hyung!Please don't hate me hyung!Please don't kick me out of Big Bang!Hyung I'm sorry!" Seungri cry falling on his knee making all of them rushing to him and hug him.

"Maknae..We would never hate you.It was love maknae.We know what do it feel to fall in love.We won't judge you just because you are in love with man.Our love for you was beyond that.It won't shake no matter what you did." Top said comforting him.

"Maknae..Don't worry..We would hide it away from Jiyong alright?Just don't burden yourself.Come talk to us if you want to pour out your heart.Don't cry at the balcony alone." Youngbae said.

"Look like maknae prefer to cry with balcony then us.." Daesung make a joke which make Seungri laugh a bit and smile.

"Thank you hyung,thank you for not hating me...thank you for still accepting me...I don't know what should i do...It just so hurt..here.." Seungri point at his heart and look down.

Three of them just look at each other and hug the younger.

"Its ok..Its ok..We are here..We accept you for who you are maknae..We promise you alright?" Youngbae said offering his pinky finger to maknae samr goes to Daesung and Top.That situation make Seungri smile.

'Oh God,thank you for giving me all this good human around me..Thank you for letting me be loved by all this hyung..I'm grateful..that they won't hate me when they know I like Jiyong hyung..Thank you hyung...' Seungri thought in his mind while looking at his hyungs that are teasing each other.

"Lets get inside maknae.Outside are freezing.Aigoo this boy..." Youngbae scold him for being careless.

As they get inside and Daesung close the balcony door,all of them stand as a statue at their place where Seungri was thinking to run to somewhere else and hide his face from this embrassement.

"Ji..Jiyong.." Top voice shaking when he look at Jiyong that was about to explode.

"So..that is it?That is what you want to tell me?That you had a feelings for me?!" Jiyong shout to Seungri.

"Jiyong..Its not like that...It.." Youngbae try to protect Seungri but got cutted.

"Youngbae you shut the hell up!" Seungri just closed his eyes and hope this nightmare will end.Just how much more did he have to get hurt?

"You!" Jiyong point at Seungri that was now looking down.

"You are freaking gay!Lee Seung Hyun i never thought i would say this but you are freaking disgusting!How can you have a feeling for a guy!And for goodness sake me?!I'm straight Seungri!And if you ever think you had a chance to be loved with me.Then get up from your dream.Cause right now,I'm telling you.I.Would Never.Loved.You.Lee Seung Hyun.Never!!!!" Jiyong shout and let the room fall in silence.

Then they can hear Seungri sobbing and he heard as he try hard to control it.

"Maknae...Maknae breath.." Daesung quickly hug Seungri that was about to lose his balance cause the pain of rejection from Jiyong.

"I'm..I'm sorry hyung!" Seungri shout the run out from the apartment leaving all of them shouting at him to stop.But they were too late when now Seungri already out of sight.

"Jiyong!!!Do you need to go that far!?Can't you just pretend you didn't hear it!?" Top shout at him angry.

"Are you asking me to pretend that I don't know Seungri was gay and sleep with him!?What if he rape me?!What you gonna do?!" A punch land on his face.

"Bae!?What thats for?!" Jiyong ask furiously.

"Thats!To make you realize that the person you said gonna rape you is the one that was always there to help you!To cure your pain!To catch you when you fall!The one that love you with all might he can.But..You just a bastard Jiyong..Fuck Off." Youngbae shout making all of them become silence again until Daesung said again.

"Hyung..Seungri doesn't look good just now..His face was completely pale..I'm worry.." Daesung said almost breaking in tears.

"The raining was not even helping at all." Youngbae said messing up his hair frustrated.

"Bae..Seungri was fucking had a bleeding head yesterday and fever!!!!!!" Top shout which make Youngbae and all of them gasp.

"Shit guys!!Take your hoodie and umbrella!We gotta find him!" All of them go grab all the necessary things they need.Before going out,Youngbae said.

"If something bad happen to Seungri,I would fucking kill you Jiyong.I swear to God!" Youngbae closed the front door harshly making a loud bang leaving Jiyong alone in the house.

On the other side,Seungri was running in the rain not bothering to wear any distinguishes.Right now he won't think of any that anymore.Broken.He never felt this broken before.

'I'm always not needed.Nobody need me.I'm always lost.Even mum and dad left me.Because they hate me.I'm disgusting.I hate myself.I hate you.I love you,Jiyong.'

Seungri thought while crying and sobbing before his eyes suddenly become dark and the last things he thought "Help..me hyung..".

"Maknae!!Riri!!!" Top were shouting all around the walkside.Nobody care about their popularity anymore.Right now,Seungri safety is most important.

"Seungri ya!!Don't make hyung worry!!Where are you maknae ah!" Daesung run along a market and can't find none.

On the other way Youngbae was searching the park near their house. "Come on maknae...Don't be stupid..Where are you!" Youngbae shout frustratedly.

Just then he receive a phone call from Taehyun.

"Yeoboseyo!?" Youngbae ask rushingly.

"Hyung!Seungri at Seoul Hospital now!!" Youngbae phone drop.

'Ri...ri...something didn't happen right??Lee Seung hyun!' Youngbae pick up his phone frustratedly and run to Seoul Hospital that were not too far from where he is.

TO BE CONTINUED