Emotional Shorts

-=HuMaNiTy=-

I was in math. Bored! 

Darling, have you viewed humanity lately?

Have you witnessed the foul crimes?

Do you noticed the starving lives and poor bodies?

Nothing is getting better, my dear.

Bullies have found the system of the internet to bully. 

Suicide and mental illnesses have increased.

Honey, this life is growing hard and tiresome. 

My brain is frying and my golden heart is dying.

Gold is so hard to find within a human now. 

Why has society changed some much?

Why are there stereotypes that we 'must' be in?

It's scary here, people are changing drastically. 

High school is hard and judgmental, it's appearance driven. 

No one is truly happy with everything in life. 

Baby, save me from the filth. 

My heart is shrinking. 

Emotions missing. 

Brain failure.

Why?

Are you here?

Are you listening?

Do you still see me? 

Or am I just a figment?

Is this just a virtual reality?

Just a reality for you but not for me. 

I see abuse, pain, hate, fear and everything bad. 

I hear voices and see things, so that classes me as a 'freak'.

An 'outcast', weirdo, emo, label after label! 

It's demeaning and plain useless!

I'm sick and tired of all theses labels. 

All theses lives lost because of labels. 

HuMaNiTy? 

Really? 

This is humans? 

Is this the 'perfect' race?

The one scientists speak highly of.  

Are we really that species? 

The one that out ranks all?

The species that fight?

Win wars?

Lose wars?

Battle?

Bully?

Criticize?

Hate?

Murder?

Fool?

Ignore?

Abuse?

Is this really us?

Are we really all 'perfect' species? 

Are we really here because we deserve to be?

Or because the unknown can't stand our idiocy?  

Why do humans live like this?

Going crazy with the meaning of their life. 

Killing each other off. 

Faking happiness and smiles.

Do we really want to be this race?

This species?

Why are we here?!

Why don't we accept!?

Train our young to this new world!

Accept different love and genders.

Different mental illnesses. 

Us outcast have the right idea. 

You see dear? 

Our world is tainted.

Why do you call me angel?

Why?

When many are tainted inside and beauty out. 

Am I really this 'angel' you speak of?

I'm an outcast. 

And I'm proud to say that. 

I'm proud!

Angel?

Really?

I'm not human. 

Nor am I heavenly. 

But I am outcast. 

I am me. 

I will stay me. 

Humanity is tainted. 

I wont let its stain me. 

I'm a golden heart with a couple scars. 

But my mind is faring worse. 

I'll be fine. 

Dear, it wont phase me. 

This world wont reach me. 

I am and will continue to be. 

An Outcast. 

Because I rather be me. 

Than. 

HuMaNiTy. 

Ik it was all over the place but my mind is a lot worse atm. Everything is scrambled. But I don't really blame myself. It is closing to the end of term It is the last day of term atm. I'm in English. Out system is different to America. So its confusing. Sorry. Hope you enjoyed! I'm okay! I promise! Stay strong my fellow Outcasts! Be brave!!! 

Quote; "Our world is foul and tainted. But only the purely beautiful will be stain proof" -LixWriter