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FOREVER

"I swear vampires can go crazy! If you are going to buy Louboutins, they should be black to let the signature red stand out, not get them in pink!" Caroline rolled her eyes at her friend who was still grinning at her new pair of heels.

Nali just shook her head and grinned at her blond friend. "But they are Louboutins, and Kol is paying so I might as well enjoy myself." she winked.

Caroline just chuckled and went to the kitchen of Klaus' Parisian apartment for a glass of blood. A small smile grazed her soft features as she remembered the beginning of her new life.

Elena wanted to escape Mystic Falls after Damon's and Stefan's death and Caroline watched her friend helplessly struggling with grief and her new vampire nature. She did her best to help, knowing how it felt to be a new vampire but there was only so much she could do. And so Elena packed her bags and went to England of all places, to find her peace again. And she was happy for her best friend. Elena called after she got there, choosing some university town a couple of hours or so away from London and told her all about the rain, the people and some of their funny habits. She missed the brunette dearly, but could hear she was slowly pulling herself together and offered as much encouragement as she was capable of.

Life was slow for a week after her departure until Bonnie stopped by to have a talk, only to announce that she was leaving with Jeremy come end of August for Denver. The younger Gilbert had little to lose by moving away and wanted to finish his degree in art so Bonnie would be joining him, as his girlfriend while studying magic in peace and living a normal human life now that they had a chance to. Caroline hugged her tight, knowing that it would be quite a while before she saw her other best friend and wished her all the best in her new chance at happiness. But after Bonnie left, she could no longer stop the tears from sliding down her cheeks. She felt completely lonely for the first time in her human and vampire life.

Her best friends were moving away, Tyler was off with the she-wolf while he was meant to be only breaking his sire bond. She has waited for him, saved her heart for a young man who she truly believed could be the one for her, but those thoughts only left a bittersweet taste in her mouth nowadays. She might not have liked Damon for how he treated her as a human, but she could not deny that she would miss his stupid cocky comments from time to time, and Stefan...her friend, her mentor in the life of a vampire...she would miss him just as much as her best friends. She was all alone, stuck in Mystic Falls and forever 17, frozen in the filler year of all things.

She wiped her tears angrily and curled up on her bed, letting the anguish consume her when her eyes landed on the drawing sitting on her bedside drawer. She reached for it and caressed his words while her mind thought of him. He was persistent, she had to give him that. Drawings, gifts, daring her to get to know him. And she could tell that with her he was somewhat different, or she would have been dead the first time they used her as his distraction. Yet he never forced her into anything, keeping that grin of his in place while talking to her. God she wanted to slap that grin off his face, arrogant, infuriating Original... She sighed and rolled over onto her back, staring at the ceiling without really seeing it. No matter how charming he was, she was adamant about not letting him weasel his way into her heart. For one, it was broken. And second, she could not just forget about everything he had done to her friends, the pain he has caused in their lives.

But he had saved her as well. Healed her with his blood, in the school after Alaric tortured her...she was his first choice many times and he kept persisting even though she made it clear there would never be anything between them. It was infuriating and somewhat...flattering at the same time. She sighed heavily again. All her human dreams were shattered. Her future was unclear and she knew staying in Mystic Falls would only make her go crazy. She would have to leave one day soon anyway, before anyone noticed she was no longer aging. She stood up with a new resolve before she changed her slightly fickle mind and flashed over to his manner, her legs leading the way automatically.