The cold hearted girl || BTS k.t.h.

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"Leave me alone." She hissed. "I'm done."

"I can't get you away like this. Tell me what happened right now."

"Remember that day when he told me that the girl who kissed him on the cheek was his cousin?" She coughed. "She's nowhere near cousin relationship with him."

"What do you mean?"

"I saw his text messages. She was writing him dirty messages, I don't even want to think about it..." she said, her voice cracking a bit.

"Mira.. maybe that's another big misunderstanding you made. Let's go back, I'm sure he wou--"

"No! I don't want to be his girl anymore! If he keeps showering me with lies, what am I then?Leave me alone Iseul, just for now." She shouted, turning to me. I saw tears in her eyes and I immediately let go of her shoulder.

"If that's what you want.." I sighed. She walked away crying. That made my heart hurt seeing like that. Rage suddenly came over me. I stomped inside and almost knocked Hoseok out. "WHO DO YOU THINK YOU'RE HURTING HER LIKE THIS?" I pushed him. "DON'T YOU DARE DO THIS TO MY BEST FRIEND!"

"Iseul!" Taehyung grabbed me by my arms and moved from Hoseok. "What do you think you are doing?"

"I can't help it if he keeps treating her like this." I hissed, crossing my arms on my chest.

"You don't know the reason..." Hoseok crumbled. "She was my ex and she still keeps calling and texting me, i don't know what to do.."

"Why are you telling me this?" I spat. "Go. Don't let her walk away that easily."

He hurriedly nodded and ran out.

"Geez.. what's with this boy..." I rolled my eyes.

"Well you shouldn't have screamed like that.." Taehyung looked at me.

"Sorry, but I just don't like seeing my best friend cry." I looked at him. "By the way, if you have any exes harassing you with messages, tell me right now. I'm going to kick their butt. Might as well yours too."

"I don't. Don't worry." He laughed. "Let's go now. Let's leave them do their business." He took my hand and lead my upstairs, to my room. He closed the door behind while I sat on my bed. He sighed.

"What?" I looked at him, when he sat near me.

"Nothing." He smiled and shrugged. "Can we cuddle?"

"Cuddle?" I gasped. "You know... I've never done that before.."

"That means we're on the same boat." He laughed.

"What? You've never done that too?" I looked at him wide eyed.

"Yeah.." he chuckled. "Come here." He said with opened arms. I smiled and hugged him while we were laying on the bed. 

Honestly.. This is the best feeling I've ever felt.

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Mira's POV

I was angry and pissed out. I stomped my way down the path, completely forgetting the keys from my house and where the hell I'm going. Fuck I was so hurt. Actually no tears were dropping. I just wanted cars to crash and me being dead. I was completely loosing my patience to live, especially when the one I loved is gone.

Then I saw the road, all of my thoughts immediately erasing. What if I just stood there? Would something happen? I looked around. It was incredibly dark. But I could see a few lights coming closer down the road.

Then it hit me. Am I going to suicide? Well I've never thought that my life was going to end like this..

I walked there with trembling feet and stopped right in the middle. My breathing became hitching as I tried to calm myself. Everything is going to be over, I'm not going to feel any pain anymore. The lights were getting closer and closer and I guess the car started to swirl a bit, maybe to avoid a obstacle like me. I just wanted to yell 'crash into me already!' But something held my mouth shut.

I'm sorry...

I closed my eyes waiting for the last touch of the pain I'm going to feel.

All I felt was a hard grab on my arm before the car even touched me. I opened my eyes and hurriedly looked at the person.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?! ARE YOU CRAZY?!" I heard. A very familiar voice. At that moment I didn't realise who had held me.

"No, I just want to die.." I muttered, trying to escape from the persons grip.

"Why?" The persons grip on my arm loosened, but it still held tight.

"Let me goo..." I whined even more desperately you. "I hate my life."

"You're talking nonsense Mira. Let's go home." When he said my name, it became clearer.

"You again?!" I lifted my head to see the same face I was hoping to see. No, this was the least face I wanted to see. That's it. "Leave me alone
Hoseok!" I cried, turning my back to him and trying to leave.

"No, I'm sorry. I can't let you go, I love you, please don't leave me." He back hugged me, while I tried to get away. Eventually I gave up. I let my arms hang down and I cried even more. "You mean so much to me and I can't even think what would happen if you did something bad to yourself.. don't leave me please.." Hoseok cried. I still haven't said anything, I just looked in front of me, my back  turned to him, as he still hugged me. "The text messages you saw are old. I still hadn't deleted them because I forgot, they were from my ex, but I don't have any feelings for her anymore. I promise you. Believe me Mira, I'm truthfully speaking honestly. I'm so sorry."

"And I'm tired. I'm tired of my life. I just want to relax. And doing that, results to suicide."

"No no no.. don't do it, you have me. I'll help you to endure it. Just don't do anything harmful to yourself." He pleaded.

"Hoseok, don't--"

"You mean so much to me, never ever leave me." He interrupted, while planting a kiss on my cheek. It was wet from tears, but he didn't care. I sobbed even harder, when I realised that this was reality. Suicide is not as easy as you think it could've been done. I turned around and pulled him into a hug, closer.

"I'm sorry!" I sobbed.

"Shhh.. cry out every single tear you have left.." he patted my hair. "I'm here don't worry. I would never leave you for someone else. You're special just the way you are and I'm thankful that you're mine." He whispered.

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