Sorry but let's skip time to December
-Adi
I was walking home from the shopping mall, it was only the first day of December but it was freezing cold. And just like a miracle it started snowing.
'Ugh really??' I groaned, looking up at the half dark sky, following the small snowflakes down. It wasn't exactly dark, it got dark because of the big amount of clouds. It was still morning though.
Then I heard screaming, more like happy screams. I looked to my right to be met with Taehyung running around with Jungkook and Jimin. It looked like they were playing around shocked by the first snow. I stopped, realising that I just walked past they house.
"Iseul?!" Taehyung shouted noticing me. I just smiled and waved. We've gotten pretty close. Although no matter how hard I tried to get even more friendly, my mind just wasn't cooperating and I still can't remember what happened. I know. It's been quite awhile since the accident, but my mind refuses to remember.
"ITS SNOWING!!!" Jungkook ran around screaming like a little child. I chuckled and walked towards them. "Oh, hi Iseul!" He stopped after seeing me.
"Hi guys. Enjoying the snow?" I asked laughing a bit.
"Very much." Jimin nodded.
"They say when it's the first day of snow, miracles happen." Taehyung muttered.
"No way. That only happens on New Years party Tae" I shook my head.
"So? I choose today." He smiled.
"And what's going to happened today?" I smirked.
"You may never know" he laughed.
"Hey! Tell me!" I pushed his shoulder.
"Ow! If you keep abusing me, I'll never tell you!" He faked cried.
"Fine." I groaned.
"Hehe!" He chuckled.
"Where are the others?" I asked.
"Jin is in the kitchen like always. I think Yoongi and Namjoon are in the studio." Jimin said.
"I see." I nodded. "Hey uhm can I visit your house for a bit? I think I left there my phone charger."
"Yeah, go on." Jungkook nodded and they continued to play around, while I walked towards their house. I opened the door, which was unlocked by the way and stepped in.
"Oh no!" I heard from the kitchen and I immediately rushed there.
"Jin?! What's going on?" I looked around, then finally noticing him at the oven.
"My cookies burnt!" He frowned, his back turned to me.
"Ah.. I thought something serious happened.." I sighed, relieved.
"It is serious! Guys were expecting them and now what!" He took the now burnt cookies out from the oven.
"I could help you to make new ones, but there is one little problem. I can't cook." I trailed off. "By the way I'm rushing somewhere so I'll just take my charger. Good luck with your cookies!" I said, then leaving the kitchen to go upstairs. I hoped that I left it in Taehyung's room, when I was at their place not too long ago. When I entered his room, my hopes confirmed. I saw it laying on Taehyung's table. First thing I was intending to do was just to grab it and leave, but when I was doing just that, something made me trip and I landed on my knees.
"Gosh! What the hell was that.." I groaned from pain, looking back, my eyes landing on the small book. From the curiosity I picked it and opened the first page.
2013 05 19
Today is the day when I will leave and I'm so scared to leave Iseul.. i don't know what to tell her and what to do. I know then when I'll leave she might be devastated and more lonely. I know that the others despite her and that I was the only one for her hopes and now...I'm leaving her.
Iseul, if you ever happen to find this, just know.. that I love you.
After I was done reading the first page I happened to find, it was just not alright. My thoughts were everywhere. I was so confused. It does look like it's Taehyung's writing but why.. why my name is being mentioned in there..? I heard some noise coming from downstairs so I quickly put down the book where I found it and got up. I left Taehyung's room this time with my charger in my hands.
Even though I really wanted to finish the book I couldn't just pretend like I'm doing a good job.
Wait..
I stopped midway in the hallway. That book.. it could be the answer to my questions! I turned around and walked inside Taehyung's room once again and picked the book.
Let's just pray that he doesn't notice it gone for awhile.
I hid the book under my coat and left the room again like nothing had happened. This time I walked downstairs not turning around anymore.
"Goodbye Jin!" I sticked out my head in the kitchen and waved to Jin.
"Yeah bye.." he waved back not looking at me. I just rolled my eyes, put my shoes back on and going out of the front door.
The snow was getting harder and soon my face was met with a snowball. I quickly cleaned it and glared at the person.
"Ups! I thought it was Jin! Sorry Iseul!" Namjoon quickly apologised.
"Oh you're here? What are you doing here?" Yoongi lifted one of his eyebrows.
"I took back my charger" I lifted my hand to show it.
"Oh. Okay." He nodded understandingly.
"Come play with us Iseul!" Jungkook shouted.
"I'm sorry guys, I need to go home. Have fun!" Remembering the book I took, I had to decline his offer. I walked down the street until I couldn't see their house anymore. I stopped when I couldn't see their house. I sighed, taking the book out of my coat and in my hands. It looked more like an old journal.
Well.. will you be the answer to my questions, old journal?
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-Adi
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