The Monster Within

Chapter Thirteen

{April} 

Did I just say what I think I said? I've never said I love you to someone, not even when I had a boyfriend. Sure I've kissed them, but they've never asked for an 'I love you' in return. I figured, if I said 'I love you' to a guy, it ment the relationship has gotten stronger, and we're ready for a step up, or something.

I just said it to Justin Bieber, and I didn't mean it as a fan kind of love. I ment it as a 'I'd marry you in a heartbeat' kind of love. I don't know why, though. This is the guy who kidnapped me, and is part dog. Not to mention this is Justin Drew Bieber, the guy who's pretty much worshiped by millions of dieheart fans.

They'd probably all kill me right now, if they saw Justin and I kissing like that.

"April?" Justin asked. We still stood in the position we had been standing in for the past five or so minutes. My back pressed against the wall, Justin's face only inches from mine, his arms wrapped securly around my waist. Only difference is my feet were on the ground, and no wrapped around his waist. "Whats wrong?"

I gave him a confused look  "What do you mean?"

"You seem..." he paused, trying to find the right word to say. "Upset." I shook my head, looking down at my feet. "Tell me whats wrong.."

"It's nothing." I told him, not looking up. "Really."

"If it's nothing, then you can tell me." Justin said. He uncurled an arm from around my waist, and placed his thumb under my chin, bringing my face up to look at his. "Look into my eyes and tell me its nothing."

"Even if I do, you'll still ask what it is." I said.

"So it is something."

"No." I told him. "I'm just tired. Last night was pretty...epic." Justin smirked, and placed his forehead against mine. He took his hand, and lightly traced the side of my face, taking small peices of my hair imbetween his fingers.

"Please." he whispered.

"Your going to laugh." I said.

"No I won't." Justin pulled back, and smiled. "Promise."

I sighed. "It's just..I've never really said 'I love you' to someone." I looked down at my feet, playing with my fingers. "Your the first.." Justin chuckled, and I looked up to shoot him a glare. "You said you wouldn't laugh."

He shook his head, and gave me a soft kiss on the lips. "I'm not laughing for the reason your thinking."

"Then why are you?" I asked.

"Cause." Justin said. "Thats not anything to be ashamed of. I've never said 'I love you' to someone." I rolled my eyes. "Unless I feel truley comitted in the relationship."

"But we don't have a relationship." I told him, a small smile spreading across my face. Justin tucked a strand of hair behind my ear, and smiled.

"I'd like to change that."

"How?" I asked, my smile widening. Justin looked around the cave, and I rolled my eyes. My stomach suddenly rumbled, and I wrapped my arm completely around my abdomen, then remembered my broken hand, and winced in pain. Justin looked at me, worry in his eyes, but a smile of amusment on his face.

"Your hungry and hurt." he said, then looked over at his Dad, who watched us carfully. Justin moved away from me, and walked over to his Dad. Bendning down so they were eye level, Justin whispered something to him. His dad gave him a look, and got up, walking out of the cave. Justin walked bacmk over to where I stood, and smiled at me.

"Where is he going?" I asked.

"Get some things for us." Justin said. I smiled, and gave him another kiss on the lips. I could feel him wanting more, but I pulled back. Justin frowned, and I shook my head, laughing. I might love him, but I'm not ready for that kind of comittment.