~Your POV~
Why is this so different?
I usually have anxiety attacks at just the thought, of having to meet new people.
But why is this so different?
I feel comfortable, around Zane.
Something I often don't feel.
Right now Zane has a friend visiting and I'm hiding in his bedroom. No, no more people please. I'm just sitting on his bed, with my knees to my chest, hoping I don't die.
I hear a knock on the door.
No.
No please.
"Y/N?"
THANK IRENE IT'S ZANE.
Who else would it be though? I just sit here and don't reply. (Kinda reminds me of a roleplay I did..) I hope he will just go away. Hopefully he doesn't want me to go meet his friend. She sounds nice, but no.
"Y/n I know you're in here."
STAY SILENT SOLDIER.
He opens the door.
Maybe if I just don't move and stay quiet enough he won't notice me. Nevermind he just sat by me. I've failed as a soldier. I'm a goner. Goodbye world.
"Y/n are you okay..."
No. No. No. No. No. No.
(Acurate description of anxiety ^^)
"I-I'm completely fine Zane."
Don't ask me to meet her please. Please. Please. Please.
"You should meet her... She's very nice.."
Dammit.
"I'm fine."
"Are you sure?"
Yes Zane I'm 204% sure that I don't wanna drown. Well that's what I feel like right now. I feel like I'm drowning. I make noises signaling I'm nervous.
"Do you have anxiety or something?" He asks.
"Noooo." I say sarcastically.
"Oh... so why don't you wanna meet her then?" He asks.
Is my sarcasm that good? Do I have that much training? I think I got the wrong branch of military because this soldier belongs to the sarcasm branch.
"No I do you idiot, I was sarcastic." I say jokingly punching his shoulder. "I'll go meet her.."
Brave soldier.
Brave soldier, *mentally sheds a tear taking off imaginary hat*
Zane and I walk downstairs. (Wait his house is two stories right?)
"You brought Garroth with you?!" Zane asks his friend, who I'm assuming is thy female.
Irene no please. No more people. I hate this. No. I'm stuck. I can't leave this situation. No please.
Stop the hate.
"Yeah... Is that okay?" She asks.
Not to me.
Go away.
Both of you.
I'm sorry.
But please.
"Uhh... I guess." He says.
DAMMIT.
"Well anyways I'm Aphmau, you must be Y/n" She reaches her hand out. Does she expect me to shake her hand? Ok, just do it soldier.
I shake her hand while saying. "Y-yeah nice to meet you Aphmau." Why. Why did I have to stutter. Noooo.
"Nice to meet you too, and this is Garroth, Zane's older brother."
"Hi."
Thank you for only saying hi Garroth. It is very much appreciated. I do a slight wave.
"So originally Zane and I were going to watch an anime... Do you two want to watch it with us?" Aphmau asks.
I nod, hoping I get to cuddle with Zane again.
"I don't see why not." Garroth says.
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We're on the second episode now and luckily I haven't died. I'm sitting on the edge of the couch with Zane next to me. I'm so tempted to just curl up in a ball and... I don't know. Be alone.
I lay my head on Zane's shoulder, surprisingly he puts his arm around my shoulders.
"Aww does my little brother have a girlfriend?" Garroth teases. Is he meaning me? Most likely.
"W-what? No." Zane says.
I look up at Zane.
"Do you normally not cuddle or something?" I ask.
"Wait wait wait, you two have cuddled?" Aphmau asks.
"Yeah..." Zane admits.
So...... Comfortable....
Achievement Unlocked: Knowing Zane only cuddles with you.
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A/N ye.
ok bai.
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