He's Too Dangerous-Zayn Malik

Chapter Ten- I'm just a game to you

Yashita's P.O.V

I walked up to the drive way, Harry and Zayn right behind me. I was tucked up in Harry's jacket, some sort of safety was felt as I wore it. I haven't spoken to any of them, not even thanked them. I can't speak, I can't get anything to come out. Its like my whole body has shut off. I can't feel anything. "Ash.." I heard Harry whisper from beside me, causing me to stop. I turned back to see him and Zayn standing beside each other, Harry facing me where as Zayn couldn't even look at me. His eyes were red, puffy, like he'd been crying. "Ill see you tomorrow okay? If you want to go to school..." Harry mumbled, hugging me tightly, I just nodded, watching him turn on his heels. He patted Zayn on the shoulder, causing Zayn to shrug him off. I frowned slightly at his sudden attitude, but decided to leave it. He walked towards me, still keeping his eyes on the ground. "Sorry.." He croaked, kissing my cheek before walking away. My heart broke slightly, as I watched him walk away from me once more. I ran towards him, grabbing hold of his hand. "Don't go." I pleaded, gripping his hand tightly. He shook his head, chuckling coldly. "You need to get back to normal..." He mumbled, looking at me for the first time tonight. He was weak, even though he won't admit it, I knew he was. I could see right through him, something I've always been able to do. "Normality? There's no such thing as that Zayn! You and I both know that!" I hissed, watching him suddenly snap back to reality. He shook his head, removing his hand from my grip. "Tonight? Was just a taster of what could happen, its not safe for you." He whispered, his hands tickling my cheeks as tears silently fell from my eyes. 

I knew it was too good to be true, that he'd just save me then leave. "If you want me to stay away, why did you save me?" I hissed, realizing it was one of the worst things I could of said right now. His fists clenched and his jaw tightened. He grabbed hold of my arms, slamming me against his car. I whimpered in pain, causing his grip to loosen. "I love you, that's why!" He spat, letting me go completely before rushing towards his door. I wiped my eyes before running inside, hearing my mum call my name from upstairs. "I'm here!" I chocked, trying my best to pull myself together before she saw me. She rushed down the stairs, engulfing me in a huge hug. "I was so scared, where have you been?" She whispered, pulling me into the living room. I sat down on the sofa, trying to pull myself together, I can't tell her anything about what happened, I just have to try my best and lie. "I was at a mates and Zayn got in a fight with someone who was hitting on me.." I lied watching her frown slightly. "Its Zayn isn't it.. He's done this.." She whispered, shaking her head at me. I let the tears fall even more as I realized that I'm just a game to him, a little 'fun' when he's down. "I'm going to bed.."I whispered, rising from the sofa to walk upstairs. I turned on my small lights which surrounded my bed, closing most of the curtains apart from one. His window. I looked out for a second, seeing the light on. He was sat on the bed, head in his hands as he got angry over something. My breath hitched as I saw him throw his fist at the wall, causing him to what seemed like cursing. I watched as he looked at his swollen knuckles, running his hands through his hair in frustration. I honestly wonder what's drove him to be so angry. Was it me? 

Of course it was, I made everything worse right, as always. He doesn't want me, yet I opened my big mouth and made things worse. I stood there for a second, watching as he sat himself back down on the bed, his mum walking in soon after. She sat beside him, hugging him tightly as he.. Cried into her chest? She was talking to him, calming him quicker than I ever could. His mum was soon to rush out the door, coming back with a small black box. She opened it up, showing Zayn before handing it over. They nodded to each other, and soon, his light went out. I laid on my bed, thinking back to everything that has happened. I feel hate towards myself, for being so pathetic. I feel dirty, like his hands are still all over me, like he's still here, touching my skin as I begged him to stop. Then he dropped to the floor, blood spilling out of his head as the door was wide open. Zayn's gun right in front of him while Harry rushed over to me. Of course, I ran out quicker than both of them. If Zayn wanted me to stay away, why did he save me? Wouldn't that just make people realize even more that I know him?  ----------------------

"Come on Ash you have school.." Mum mumbled, pulling the covers off of my body. She chuckled slightly when she realized I was in the same clothes as yesterday. Then I realized I was still in Harry's jumper, which Ill have to return today. I hopped in the shower, scrubbing away at my skin, trying to get the scent of Jason off me. I dried my hair, tying it up into a messy bun before rushing downstairs, grabbing my back and running out the door. But I was soon to hit the ground as I bumped into someone. I looked up to see Zayn standing there, handing out his hand for me. I shook my head, remembering what I said yesterday. "What? I don't bite.." He smirked, still holding out his hand. I swatted it away, pushing myself up before dusting myself off. "What's wrong?" He asked, his eyebrows furrowed. I shook my head, chuckling coldly. "I'm just a game to you.." I whispered, pushing myself past him. He cursed quietly, before grabbing my arm, pulling me against his chest. "You think I'm playing you huh? Don't be so fucking stupid.." He hissed, tightening his grip on my arm. He looked me up and down, taking in what I was wearing. "Harry's jumper huh?"He smirked, letting be go, causing me to stumble back. But my beck hit someone's chest, causing them to let out a mmmffft I looked behind me to see Harry standing there, eyeing up Zayn. I rolled my eyes at how pathetic they are both being, before making my way towards school. I can't be dealing with them, its like they're both playing a game, and I'm the prize to whoever wins. 

"Ash!" I heard Jess scream from the school gate. Her and the girls all running towards me. I frowned slightly at their sudden action. "Are you okay? We heard what happened..." It went around the school? I shook my head chuckling slightly. "Its gone round the school?" I mumbled, watching everyone who walked past me, stare and point before whispering something into someone's ear. "Yeah... You're okay though right?" Jess mumbled, trying her best not to pester me. "Yeh.." 

Short ish chapter today, really sorry but I don't know when Ill next update :( x