Yashita's P.O.V *Monday*
"Ash, there's someone at the door.." Mum whispered, shaking me from my sleep. The sudden realization that Zayn was home today was enough to make me sick to the bone. God knows what he could do to me, after what Harry told me about Shannon. Do I really want to get caught up in that mess of Zayn's? Even if everything was a mess, would I go through it all? I shook off the thought, climbing out of bed before chucking my hair up in a messy bun. I rushed downstairs towards the door opening it to see a rather angry looking Zayn. "Upstairs, now!" He demanded, barging past me towards my room. I rolled my eyes, shutting the door before racing after him. I stood in the doorway with my arms crossed, as I watched him flick through all my stuff. "Care to tell my why you're here?" I hissed, seeing his head snap up in my direction. "Why did you go against me? Why?" He whispered so calmly, walking over to me. He placed his arms either side of my waist, pulling me inside my room before slamming me against the shut door. "You only had one thing one simple tiny thing to do!" He shouted right in my face, making me jump in fear. Why was he so angry in the first place. "Zayn, I am my own person, I don't have to take orders from you.." I spat, feeling his grip on my waist tighten. "I told you to stay away!" He screamed, pulling my body away from the wall before slamming me onto the bed, making me whimper in pain.
"What happened with Shannon Zayn?" I whispered, tears running down my face as I tried to find some strength to sit up. MY chest was heavy, whilst my waist was throbbing from his touch. "Shannon doesn't matter any more!" He raised his voice, picking up my chair, which was places beside my desk before chucking it across my room, causing a huge crash. Right now I'm glad my mum left for work as soon as she woke me up. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't scared of Zayn, I was. But I wasn't going to show Zayn that, no way. He'd just feed off my fear, use it against me. "It does to me Zayn! I wanna know what happened, what kind of person I fell for!" I shrieked, watching him collapse on the door. His fists clenched as he shook his head. "She was Harry's girl.. A stupid girl just like you who fell for me. Got caught up in something she shouldn't have, and got killed. There, happy now?" He smiled sarcastically, running his hands through his hair in frustration. "Did you love her?" I blurted out, watching his head snap up in my direction, his eyes full of pain. "Yes. Now will you shut your face for one second?" He exploded right in front of me, standing on his feet before punching a huge hole in the wall.
"Zayn stop!" I cried, watching him wreck my room in anger. He stopped for a second, his eyes full of love, before they soon turned dark, dangerous. He walked towards me, his chest heaving in anger. "You don't know what you've done. What this could lead to..." He whispered, running his hand down my cheek. I melted under his touch, but soon brought myself back up before he walks all over me. "Shannon meant everything to me, and she was taken away... I used her against Harry. He had everything, and I had nothing. She actually killed herself..." He shook his head, chuckling coldly. He let go of me, sitting down on the edge of my bed. "He's gonna take you, I know it..." He whispered more to himself than me. I shook my head in disbelief, sitting beside him. I took his hands in mine, making him look at me. "He promised it wasn't me he was after, he said that he wouldn't use me against you..." I whispered, leaning in to kiss his cheek, but he turned the other way making me frown. "You don't even know Harry for God sake! How long was he here?" He shouted, standing up from his place. I was taken back from his sudden outburst, standing up myself to try and defend myself. I didn't wanna tell him Harry stayed the night, but I have to. I can't just lie right? "He stayed the night.." I whispered, watching Zayn look at he in anger. "Are you stupid!" He spat, pushing be backwards. I lifted up my hands, pushing them against his chest in attempt to get him away from me.
"Why do you care so much Zayn? One minuet you want to be around me, then the next you're telling me to go away! Have you not stopped to think about how I'm feeling right now? Harry actually treated me like a human being, not some doll who he can just drop! So why are you so bothered about who I see Zayn, its not like you're my boyfriend!" I shouted, finally finding my confidence. He stood back from me, taking in my sudden outburst. He sighed in defeat, sitting on the edge of my bed once more. "I love you Ash, and I can't have you.." He whispered, looking towards the ground. The truth finally came out, and it all made sense as to why he was over protective.But what doesn't make sense is how he can't have me. "Why can't you have me?" I mumbled, kneeling in front of him. He looked up at me, smiling slightly before letting out a breath that I doubt he knew he was holding. "I'm too dangerous..." He shook his head, looking out towards the window. I rolled my eyes, standing up from my place. "Everyone says that, but no one explains why..." I hissed through my gritted teeth, sudden anger boiling up through my whole body.
"Ash its not something I can just explain. You have to be part of it to understand. But that's something that I'm stopping from happening... Is you being part of it. This is why I push you away... Everyone I love is in danger. Which is why I can't love you.." He explained, standing up from his space before placing a hand on my cheek. "Don't get involved with Harry, for me?" He pleaded, placing his lips on the top of my head. I just nodded, tears running down my cheeks as I realized this could be the end. This could be the end of everything me and Zayn shared, it may have been through a short period of time, but it was something Ill cherish for a lifetime. I don't care if he's dangerous, bad or harmful. I love him right? "Zayn... What's going to happen now?" I whispered, looking into his eyes. He shrugged slightly. "guess we just get on with things like we have done. Ill be round with my mum every so often, you'll stay away from me and Harry.." He explained, letting go of me before heading towards the window. "Zayn wait!" I cried, stopping him before he jumped over. "I love you.." I chocked, watching him jump straight for his window. I watched him climb inside, looking behind him to see me there. He blew me a kiss, before shutting his blinds, blocking me out.
Is this how my life should be?
I grabbed my phone, chucking my bag over my back before wiping my eyes. I have school in half an hour, plus I need to meet Jess in 10 minuets. I locked the door behind me, keeping my head low as I made my way towards Jess's. "Morning.." I heard someone whisper behind me, I gasped, turning around to see Harry standing there smirking. I smiled slightly, watching him walk over to me. "How did he take it?" He asked, referring to Zayn. I shrugged, biting my lip to stop my tears from falling. "Don't cry over him please.."Harry mumbled, stepping in front of me, stopping me from walking. I sniffed slightly as his hands moved towards my face, wiping away the tears that I hadn't noticed had fallen. In that moment, I realized how numb I was, how stupid I was to trust someone like Zayn. To even think that I had a chance with him. "H-Harry I C-Can't be around you.." I stuttered, almost chocking on my own words. Harry's eyebrows cocked up, as he stopped me once more. "Are you seriously gonna listen to that creep?" He asked, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. "He scares me Harry... Look I gotta go.." I mumbled quickly, pushing past him to make my way up Jess's drive. I knocked on the door, watching her face appear from behind. She looked me up and down, before gasping. "It didn't go well.."She whispered, pulling me in for a hug. "He scares me Jess. I hate to admit it but he does.." I chocked, tears falling down my face once more. "Listen to me, okay? Just breathe, we'll get through today, together.." She promised, taking hold of my hand as we walked towards school. I just hope I don't bump into Zayn or Harry..
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